Grahhhh sorry to ramble about anxiety things again but listen listen I KNOW I'm being silly and I'm actually amazing at being rational and like self aware and shit, the issue comes with letting go. Just like. Accepting that there are things I can't control and that I should just live in the present and shit like that. Obviously I know that. And I would so love to just be like ' oh well whatever happens happens' but I literally can't. Cause something bad might happen. Everything might implode. So I can't just relax, cause that's when it will happen.
Anyway, I know I'm not immune to bad things happening, but I can at least recognize when something MIGHT happen and prepare for it. And if that means being miserable then ig I just gotta be fucking miserable idk.

















