ORANG MELAKA!!.. Hujung Minggu ni jemout datang ke @pestakopi Melaka. Ya, Pesta Kopi yang dulu buat kat Central Market tu akan ada kat Melaka pulak. 5-6 Februari di @theshoreshoppinggallery Melaka. Kawan- kawan di Melaka, Muar, Gemas dan Tampin.. Marilah kita mengopi sambil menghirup udara Bandaraya Sejarah. JANGAN BUAT BIAT TAK NAMPAK LAK POSTING NI.. Jumpa nanti ya kat sana. Aku tunggu. #notakaki - Acara paling menarik sepanjang Pesta Kopi adalah peluang untuk bergambar dengan jurugambar selebriti kita Abang Tonto @faizal_bin_hussin. SERIIUS! Jadi datanglah penuh bergaya. ๐๐๐ #pestakopiMelaka #tempatanfest #melaka #hawau #tourismmelaka (at The Shore Shopping Gallery) https://www.instagram.com/p/CZia2f3vvBp/?utm_medium=tumblr
For you may see that the fire within me
ย ย ย ย still burning with an unextinguished passion
ย ย ย ย which I somewhat made it my fashion
But all I can feel is that
ย ย ย ย the same power is nothing
ย ย ย ย but beastly
Ruby may represent strength, intelligence
ย ย ย ย and other traits alike
Nevertheless, like a firefly
I could only guide those in the dark
ย ย ย ย while I still can
ย ย ย ย knowing that my own light will soon die out
Because spirits like mine are destined
ย ย ย ย to be shortlived.
[find this poem on my instagram]
There was a tweet by a mutual saying that they would describe others with two of their favourite fictional characters (out of many). I got Ruby (RWBY) and Hotarumaru (Touken Ranbu: Hanamaru) which were so foreign to me, I didnโt know their existence AT ALL so of course I went to make a research on that. I found some similarities which kinda baffled me, otherwise it was a good discovery knowing how another person viewed me from my online persona on twitter (not this account).ย
So it pushed me to think about the fact that they came out with the two characters based on my name online (adorable and scary but in a good way). Thus it led me to write this poem, contradicting their view with who I felt I really am. Like many others, I didnโt really think that it was real, that being perceived as โadorable but pretty strong and scaryโ because I was none of those. At all. In a way, this was a self-degrading poem just to feed off of my pity-party self.
Looking it on the other side, however, this can serve as a soft warning or something likeย โbefore you follow/interactโ notice. A message saying thatย โyou may perceive me online as such, but this is what Iโm telling you now. I am not who you think i am, even if we interact plenty on this bird appโ. Will it work? Who knows?ย
onย โS P L I Tโ: yearning for something out of reach, even when you fly with the clouds
A blue gradientย
We share the same sky;ย
Here I am among the seven cloudsย
The light was blinding for youย
Who hid among the heavy grey
[find this poem on my instagram]
This was written when I was floating in between loving myself and loving the person I hoped for in the future. The ideal self that I had, the expectations held against myself were great (both literally andโฆthatโs a sarcasm for myself), really and I had no excuses not to live up to them. I have always liked baby blueโitโs soft, itโs charming, itโs pleasant.
The person I yearn for was like that too: she was the one who gave me hope for the next day, and the next day, and the next day. I held on to her words that โI could do thisโ, whatever โthisโ meant.
And that kinda correlate to my attempt in chalk art for the first time (I stopped after the first attempt), and it was the gradient of blue and grey. A little like a companion art to go with it. I donโt have it with me anymore, though. It was like, slowly, Iโm trying to become more blue, sweet blue that I liked. But growth is not linear, and clouds would march past the sun many times a day.
Assalamualaikum!!
Selamat Pagi Semua !!
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Bangun pagi ni jangan lupa ucap alhamdulillah & niat nak jadi orang yg lebih baik dari semalam. Orang yg positive, bersemangat, beri lebih banyak manfaat pada ramai orang & solat on time ๐ค
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Bila niat dengan jelas, akan memudahkan otak untuk faham & bawa kepada tindakan. Have a super awesome day everyone ๐ค
