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Per 1, Sci.

Ohmygod ohmygodohmygod I walked into science & realized that I’m totally high on aaah dying vivarin I must’ve taken something without noticing because I’m mellowhyperactive explosive & I was gonna say something about ska night oh yeah.

This would be the second ska night in... say. Three weekends? & Ohmygod. Wanna know something like unbelievable? Huh? -Jenny has a date on friday with the drummer of Dead Fish in a Can (How the FUCK did this happen?) But yay for her.

-I want to fuck the bald girl that I draw on my folder. Much melancholy.

(What the fuck did Meg do with her weekend? & what’s wrong with my nose?)

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Per 1, Sci, Jan 26, 2004. Mon.

Just. No.

But what’s worse is you turning the conversation to ashes as you alert the world to your poor aching back and remind me in so many words that, unless I’m forever useful and never make mistakes I’m no good to you. You gave birth to extra ranks of cleaning ladies. Kiss the vacuum cleaner good night.

Don’t you ever call me Sarah again. It’s ‘Hey you!’ from now on.

There’s a girl in the back who is hated... eternally shamed in her horrible mules, straight-legged jeans and a white turtleneck. You know the story; Everyone does-- That Katie [redacted] pissed on herself during math class last year. Hey Katie? You ever hear of pimple cream? As an outcast, I think she accepts her role rather well. 

I try to help in my own small way, because I never bash her (as though that’s helping)

I compliment the almost good solos she insists on performing in choir.

I tell the boys like Pie & NR to quit making jokes and faces.

& I’m almost.over.my rose.

Dear Reader, I love you.

too.

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Per 1 sci, Jan 23, 04, FRIDAY

Griffin & Sabine have rescued me, mixed with the cats in the basement & Dashboard Confessional. 

This journal is gross & disgusting. It’ll be done soon, but put it down anyways. I’m sorry it’s so short, but it’s only a composition notebook. I’ll start a new one when I finish this.

[kimbearaaahhh]

Just got finished writing. It has been quite some time since I have actually sat down and written in my notebook. I needed that more than I thought. Filled two pages in like 5 minutes. But now I feel better and slightly more optimistic. =]