May 7, 2019
I feel so incredibly lost and sad and alone at the moment. I also really don’t want to go to my appointment tomorrow either. I am not finding seeing this EDP helpful at all. It’s all a load of rubbish and I always end up putting on a front/saying the ‘right’ thing/what I know they want to hear without even realising I am doing it because I am such a people pleaser. Everything feels pointless. I keep failing and letting everyone down. And I am just a huge burden on my parents/family/society. I literally have no motivation/drive for anything. I simply want to disappear and for everything to finally stop.
