No, you just don't understand do you love? I can do this forever. And to keep you happy, safe, and loved I would do oh so much more. Mythology, metaphor, the foundations of Eastern and Western philosophy, astro-physics, spiritualism, facts, fiction, I would have them be our daily playthings, sources of sustenance, our wellspring of creativity and inspiration. You my incredible, beautiful, hidden ocean of peace and serenity, you reach so much deeper than you know. Deeper than me I know with every atom within my body. Baby your gravity moved my entire universe and caused it to spin about you like I were a mere planet, I am enslaved to the depths of you. I made it through the ice on top to feel its warmth, its power, its unstopable current. It is my purpose to free you completely so that you wield the storm, not suffer it for the rest of your days. I want you as strong as a goddess so you are never anybody's prey again. Yes we will make all realities our playthings, but girl don't you ever imagine I am just playin'. I am the realest motherfucker you will know in your life baby. Do not doubt that for one moment.
Goddamn girl open your fucking eyes and shut the two needy dopplegangers in your head the fuck up for a second. You know what you felt when we first met for real. Not the people we play, but the creatures we truly are. I love you Sady Choe. I cannot stop and do not believe I would if I could. I may never be truly happy again, but that is not anywhere near sufficient pennance if I fail you and you continue to suffer.
What am I thinking??? Duh, here I am talking like I am speaking to an adult, not a child. I forgot. My biggest challenge of all I believe. Taking you with me back in time so that we can help that girl inside you grow up into the goddess that is her destiny by birthright. Come here child, I will hold your hand and no monsters are going to touch you ever again. I will carry you when you truly need it, but you must walk the lion's share of the path to be a proud lioness. Then you will be the woman I desire, and girl everyone will get out of our way or get rolled over.