#notimetoedit

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Hashtag #NoTimeToEdit (at PNC Music Pavilion)

[sojesska]

crunch time

so there are only a few more days left of school so work should be a breeze right? SIKE! Im sighing a lot and answering with short sick. every day is a struggle now. some students are working so hard trying to finish their last credits they need to graduate and then there are the kids that know they wont be graduating this year so they are just a huge distraction in the classroom and pretty much annoying the crap out of me and everyone else that is trying to working. its more than frustrating and its making me grumpy and cranky at my job that i love and usually look forward to coming to everyday.  i may just be a registrar but i feel so much pressure right now from both students and staff and i dont want to let anyone down. there are so many little things here and there that i have to take care of within the next few days - i have to make sure they are perfect and that i meet all the deadlines.  everything has to be prepared for graduation and everything else needs to be in order that has to do with the end of the year.  when i try to remind myself that summer is over soon, i am quickly reminded that i decided to work summer school this year so i dont even get a real summer vacation like ive been used to :/ ughhhhhh

not to mention at my "fun" part-time job yesterday, my co-worker's purse got stolen! omg i feel so bad, i feel unsafe, and i feel worried disgusted mad all at the same time.  i hope and pray these shameless thieves get caught and somehow everything will be are rectifiedz but who knows and its just another reminder that people are so desperate that they think this kind of behavior is acceptable and they dont care about anyone else but themselves.  this store, and the girls i get a pleasure of working with, have grown to mean so much to me over the past few years and i feel like we just got a fat slap in the face.  we're just a small business that is working hard to make it.. i dont understand why we are being punished.

sigh. if you've read this far just know that im in a rut right now and i havent written like this in a while.  i know almost everyone has their own drama and stress at their work that they can obsess over but some handle it better than others. i try to think positively and remind myself why i chose this fields of work.  at the end of the day, no matter how pissed off or tired i am from peoples crap, i do believe there is still good in this world and theres nothing that means more to me than helping others.

i know i always say this but i will make an effort to write more in here. i think it would be more productive than laying in bed worrying and crying myself to sleep.  and i havent even been sleeping well.  i wake up in the middle of the night, cant go back to sleep, takes me forever to get outta bed,im dead tired on my morning commute and then a zombie at work. then the whole cycle begins. yay