Last night, I thought, what if I harm myself huh? My period cramps was also messing with my mood and the pain was unbearable. Even though him and I have been through this before, something in me is telling me that this is it. It is not like the previous ones. And I am so scared. I just cannot let go. Maybe if I waited a little more, he would say ‘’Please don’t move on. Come to me. I can’t let you go. I just don’t wanna be friends. I still want a family with you.’’ It’s just a wish lol.
Deleting soon










