#nottyne

[sailortrippingballs]

Last one, but not the first.

See the last one

Not really my last

The one before

Who chose to open that door

Left that door open

& just walked away

As in if, it wasn't cracked from our time before

Like the knocker wasn't knocked

To flee to me when im flocked

To unmoore me in a storm

Now im a boat undocked

Drifting away until I find my name

A piece of wood carved so fine

From the finest tree rooted away from natures poverty

Cut from a tree that wasnt uprooted, rerouted and turned to saw dust

My dust will settle

The winds draft will mettle

Not last, but the one before.

[nottyneblvd]

Slip

There's this passion between love and drugs

And it gives in

A whirlwind between wins and the winds

They push, but always come back in thee end

Split, broken, crushed with no hope to mend.

Fuck a rule, they're meant to bend

Never spoke the word heal

The synonymous milk and glass

Spilled or spoiled even expiration dates don't last

If you can keep what you hold

Have a nice firm grasp

Be sure to smile

Whether it be dimples, or all cheeks

[sailortrippingballs]

Not Enough

To me it seems I'm not enough

A tease here

A kiss there

Maybe just enough

You look at me like you THINK you want to fuck

Like I'm great for you

Your soul just thinks I'm good enough

Do you think we could just be best friends?

Itd put your worry some mind to a slow stir and it could rest

Idk what I'm listening to

Is it your left out lips?

The vibe that slips?

Or my heart because I already know the shit isn't catching grip

I'm worth your stories

Arm candy, but boring

I only want you to want what your heart wants

Mind over hearts first jump, could be a front

Why do I question if I'm good enough?

[sailortrippingballs]

Shred

Out in the open

I stand here naked

cold.

dirty.

delirious.

unfocused.

yet, focused on you.

this can’t be covered

a smoke curtain and the smoke can’t be smothered

the rain starts to pour

shot of jack N0. 4

If we could speak as fast as we think

we’d stumble receptors

to know and see what i now know, i’d accept more

you with me compares to no floor

No ceilings

I read your eyes and try not to imagnify

something that may not be true, or just my own lie

I just want to grip your soul and never let go

I’m so hot it feels like the breeze that flows

over your pretty face, I see you and I see a sunflower

Beautifully bloomed and growing upward like a tower

your seeds bring joy to life, you’re fruitful..

With out the storm, I would not have found what I once thought was lost

that empty fucking space couldn’t be filled with out cost.

[sailortrippingballs]

Smashing Urges

You can call it an addiction

I call it a distraction

I instantly look for a quick, but slow satisfaction

It curves my urge

You'd think I'd explode

When I do I'm harmless

It's like the ocean folds

Drown but swallowing all that salty ass water or survive by surfing the waves

Keep riding and gliding until the day fades

Tired of not speaking what I feel

Fuck a charades

My anger raids... my minds

Personal space, I make no time to sit and think to waste

BLASÈ, I really want to lead a chase....

[sailortrippingballs]

@nottyneblvd about a year ago

[sailortrippingballs]

Heavy Dreams

Dream so heavy

It weighs me down

Not anchored at the feet

Anchored at the helm

I drift among those fantasies like ordinary wood

Set it up

Chop it down

Then burn it up

As the smoke rises

My soul escapes

Stars across a pitch black sky

For every shooting star

There's the one dream

That just takes it to far

Every go around

I just want to awake from this dream

But it doesn't forget

Replaying where it left off

The heaviest dream

Finally I got to takeoff

[sailortrippingballs]

Don't stand to close

Might fuck around and drown

OFF THIS

WAVE

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