-Venting Out-
Stop messing around
Stop confusing me with your charm
Stop making me feel wanted
Stop using the kind of words that will lure me back to you
Just STOP!
I am not a consolation prize
I am not a collateral damage
I am not an option
I am not your plan B
Just LEAVE and DON'T EVER COME BACK!
I am tired of your silly games
I am in deep shit for you made me feel less of myself
I am trying to be strong now
So please! DON'T BE RUDE! IGNORE ME AND SET ME FREE! I DON'T NEED YOU! I'M BETTER OFF ON MY OWN! I DON'T NEED TO BE WITH SOMEONE LIKE YOU WHO FEELS SO MIGHTY AND PROUD! SOMEONE WHO THINKS NOTHING IS WRONG WITH HIM AND EVERYTHING WAS MY FAULT! So please! BE FAIR AND LET ME GO ON WITH MY LIFE!!!
I am trying to fix me!
I am trying to resist you!
So please, don't you dare come near me again! not even a hello!
I need you to promise me that you'll forget about me because I am too fragile to do so! I need you to move far far away from me because I know I cannot be the one shutting you off! So please consider my feelings! I know that you don't love me anymore, I know that you're doing good as if we're good friends, but I am not there yet! I haven't taken that high road yet! In my mind we are not friends! So please, respect boundaries!
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