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Day one: Draw yourself wearing a space suit Thanks to @trollol360 for showing me this challenge :3

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Day 2: Draw your character wearing the clothes you wore yesterday. I didn't draw the bottom because I didn't match and would rather not XD

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Yay… no lines •_•

Oml why…

Edit: I forgot the MAHOGANY

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Strange but True. Part 1

My mother telling me she often thinks about crashing her car into a tree was the first picture I thought of when I sat in the chair in the cold but monotone room with big open spaces like it needed just a few more touches done in certain spaces. A low raspy voice uttered. "How did that make you feel knowing your mother had suicidal thoughts?" I was listening to the doctor speak to me but it felt like the words were going through me not fully making a full connection to my brain. It made me feel like she was human and even a woman so strong had worries and doubts in life, she too was scared and tired of things not going her way. 

What's your earliest memories of protecting or even defending your mother. I drifted off to an old memory laying dormant but not to far in my mind, I remembered it very vividly it was an apartment that my mother me and her boyfriend shared. He was an abuser of me and my mother her mentally and physically and I sexually. He threatened her calling her stupid she was quiet but you can tell she was ashamed to be belittled by him in front  of her daughter. I grabbed a knife from the drawer and yelled if you ever yell at her or touch her again "I'll kill you". I was seven years old, afraid or maybe in shocked he laughed and said "You bitches are crazy." slamming their bedroom door. 

I looked at my mother and said I'm sorry did I do something wrong, she looked at me and said no you were defending your mother. I was afraid I didn't know fully what was going on I didn't even think about the sexual part of the abuse was wrong until I asked my grandmother is this appropriate and she was furious and immediately took action. My mother said she never knew about the abuse and apart of me wanted to believe her. Because what mother would allow someone to harm their child I wasn't afraid but it built trust issues for other people. Nether the less my mom ran off with him and my baby brother at the time. They ran away because she loved him and rather he abused me or not I felt like her loyalty was with him. I went to live with my grandmother and grandfather their relationship wasn't the best either so I never had a good role model when it came to love or a relationship. It wasn't that my grandfather was the abuser it was my grandmother verbally and somewhat physically yelling and cursing at him in front of anyone.

As a child, I made a vow to never treat someone I loved like complete shit, I wanted them to feel love. The question was asked to me again and I didn't answer her because that conversation would lead into how do you feel about that and honestly, I didn't have time to compare my feelings with my mother or grandmother or how I was living a generational curse. I looked up at the doctor and nodded my head and said, It's been all of my life from what I can remember. My attention was broken from the buzzing of my phone in my back pocket. It was text messages from my friends asking me was I ok, and that's fucked up. I sneakily pulled my phone out and texted them back apologizing to the doctor. "Hey, what's going on? I said" the next text message read "Ohh you haven't been on Facebook?" I texted back "NO" but it automatically made want to see what the hell was going on.

 I went to the app scrolling the timeline with my thumb and there it was my newly ex boyfriend hugged up with his so much more beautiful new girlfriend. My stomach sunked so deep into my legs I couldn't explain the hurt I felt. Tears tugged at my eyelids if it was a fight my tears won. Stream of tears filled my eyes I loved him, how do you move on from someone you claimed you loved. I felt like I was standing on a freeway and cars were flying through me. I wanted to die not because he moved on so quickly, but the fact that he didn't care. Hello? are you ok? the doctor on the other side of the desk said to me I quickly got up from the chair grabbing my jacket and stormed out of the room. My hands were shaking, I hated the fact that this wasn't a dream.

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