#now to class

[tiredflowercrown]

Shirts have been collected

[thequotorium]

92 Truths

92 Truths Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. At the end choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person that tagged you. 

Tagged by palmtoplion (thanks! :3)

WHAT WAS YOUR:

Last Drink: A glass of milk

Last Phone Call: My mom

Last Text Message: “the flag feature is cool” to my family chat

Last Song You Listened To: Infinite- The Chaser

Last Time You Cried: two days ago

HAVE YOU EVER:

Dated Someone Twice: nope

Been Cheated On: nope

Kissed Someone And Regretted It: nope (I GET IT I’M ALONE OK) 

Lost Someone Special: yes (both literally and metaphorically several times)

Been depressed: YES

Been Drunk And Thrown Up: I’ve decided to never try alcohol tbh

IN THE PAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

Made A New Friend: so many friends

Fallen Out Of Love: kind of successfully? 

Laughed Until You Cried: yes (because of this)

Met Someone Who Changed You: yes

Found Out Who Your True Friends Are: yep...

Found Out Someone Was Talking About You: only in nice ways, I’ve never been aware of someone talking about me in a bad way

Kissed Anyone That Are Your Followers/You Follow: *howls with laughter*

GENERAL:

How Many People On Your Tumblr Do You Know IRL: around 10

Do You Have Any Pets: my sister has a guinea pig?

Do You Want To Change Your Name: my name is timeless no way

What Time Did You Wake Up This Morning: 6:15 am

What Were You Doing Last Night: trying to write an essay and watching YouTubers React

Name Something You CANNOT Wait For: CHRISTMAS and for this week to be over that’d be nice

Last Time You Saw Your Mother: This morning

What Is One Thing You Wish You Could Change About Your Life: Maybe be able to have a regular conversation with people occasionally idk

What Are You Listening To RN: Kill La Kill Don’t Lose Your Waaayyyyyy

Have You Ever Talked To A Person Named Tom: oh....no actually

What’s Getting On Your Nerves RN: people never seem to truly get what I’m saying is it my fault for not explaining correctly or theirs for not caring WHO KNOWS

Blood Type: not sure hmm

Nicknames: Toria, Vic, kouhai, Viguel, “the movie girl” or “that girl who’s obsessed with anime” probably as well

Relationship Status: single (forever and everrrrrr)

Zodiac Sign: Virgo

Pronouns: She/her

Favourite TV Show: UMMM Avatar: the Last Airbender but also Hyouka

High School: nope!!! but sometimes I wish, just workload wise

College: YUP and the end of the semester is in sight

Hair Colour: Dirty blond

Long Or Short Hair?: longish

Height: 5′ 1 and a half “

Do You Have A Crush On Someone: i’d like to think so but not really

What Do You Like About Yourself: I can get enthusiastic about ANYTHING if I let myself find a reason to

Tattoos: nope

Righty Or Lefty: righty

FIRSTS:

First Surgery: nothing besides a filling and wisdom teeth

First Piercing: no piercings though I have considered it many times

First Best Friend: My senpai sandypengiun6 (and she still is!)

First Sport You Joined: Ballet 

First Vacation: My family’s trailer up north

First Pair Of Trainers (Sneakers): no idea

RN:

Eating: i ate a caffeinated chocolate bar a few minutes ago...

Drinking: nothing

I’m About To: go to class and work on my essay

Listening To: Welcome to Night Vale!!!

Waiting For: the week to be over so i can sleep and watch anime without worry

Want Kids: NO unless my future spouse is REALLY convincing

Get Married: yes eventually :3

Career: currently a student, I hope to be a film critic in the future

WHICH IS BETTER:

Lips Or Eyes: eyes

Hugs Or Kisses: If I must, hugs, but I don’t generally like physical affection

Shorter Or Taller: Taller than me (which isn’t hard)

Older Or Younger: same age, if I’m picky

Romantic Or Spontaneous: romantic can also mean spontaneous, why not both?

Nose, Stomach Or Nice Arms: hands? shoulders? 

Sensitive Or Loud: sensitive

Hook Up Or Relationship: RELATIONSHIP

Troublemaker Or Hesitant: “Considerate” is the word I’m looking for

HAVE YOU EVER: Kissed A Stranger: no

Drank Hard Liquor: no

Lost Glasses/Contacts: yes (losing glasses is the worst cause you need your glasses to find your glasses)

Sex On First Date: um seriously?? NO

Broke Someone’s Heart: yes :(

Been Arrested: no

Turn Someone Down: yes :(

Cried When Someone Died: yes but not for as long as I thought I would...

Fallen For A Friend: yes!

DO YOU BELIEVE:

In Yourself: generally yes but in day to day life not really

Miracles: yes

Love At First Sight: no...

Heaven: yes

Santa Claus: I still like the idea, it makes me feel all warm and cozy

Kiss at first date: if that did happen to me I’d be pretty surprised

I’m tagging @sandypenguin6, @chiefmilesobrien, @sugoi-satan-senpai, @apellius, @megra12, @hobbiethehobbit, @leiko-kun, @thedisneysoldier, @b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-lstories, @owl--club, @riffraffunite

[gladosknightandthepips]

And then I realized that Sophia and Stephan's relationship is a complete ripoff of Rayflo and Charley's relationship in Vassalord...

Except blacker. And more straight.

I mean she even calls him virgin boy, ffs self.

[rynamari]

so just banged out a single spaced historical book review on a book i haven't fully read and i just started the paper today and i got it done in about 2-3 hours.  and just found out my house doesn't have power because someone most likely hit a pole

[yellow-birdd]

season 1 ended with the most awkward man-hug ever

[davybot]

That one part of the archie comics where they beat the shit out of each other cause of fiona tore my soul apart

[revelsinmalevolence]

However, I have reason to doubt that many of them understand how much some of their opinions would have hurt a weaker me. And still kind of hurt me now. How some of the things they express about things I enjoy or love truly make me think hard about my relationship with them.

Some of the things they express views about kept me from killing myself, or from losing all hope, when I had nothing else. I can not truly accept that they would say things like that if they understood. I would hope they would care more than that.

But that is besides the point.

I know that my killing myself is not an issue now but it was for a long time. And without my friends and my lovely boyfriend it would be still, I think. But I am stronger now than I was then, even just a few years ago, because of the events of my past and the honesty of my friends.

Not that it doesn't hurt now, or anything, I'm just better at surviving and pretending. One thing I can truly pride myself on.