#nsirius

[lupineloon]

you should have told me from the start.

“You could have asked,” Remus said softly, forcing himself to look at Sirius. Forcing himself to confront his anger and his disappointment head on when everything in him was screaming at him to just let this drop. To cave in. To play the peacemaker like he always did and simply apologize so that they could go on like they always had. But that was the problem, wasn’t it? That’s how they ended up here, even after so many years of practically living in each other’s pockets, they still didn’t know how to talk to one another at all. “You just never did,” he pointed out, steadily holding Sirius’ dark gaze as something vicious gripped at his heart. “And each time that you looked at me like you’re doing right now, all I could wonder was if you actually wanted to know,” he continued, voice still so gentle even as he closed the distance between them so that they were only a hair’s breadth apart. “Because here’s the thing, Sirius, I don’t think you ever wanted to hear the truth from me."

[bxllxtrix]

date: 22 december 2030 place: the department of mysteries who: @nsirius

it’s quiet—until it isn’t. bellatrix stumbles forward, instinctively reaching for a wand she doesn’t have, her other hand clutching her chest as though she could hold herself together. the air is colder than she remembers, biting at her skin, and she feels stiff, her breath shallow. there’s something tight and unfamiliar about her own body, as though it doesn’t belong to her. in the darkness she had just left, there was only stillness—an absence of thought, an absence of pain. but now, in this harsh, sterile light, the noise rises. not sound, exactly, but something pressing in her head, too much to ignore. the more people stumble into view, the heavier the tension becomes. fear ripples through the crowd, but no one knows what to do. shouts and frantic cries punctuate the confusion, and the noise slices through her, throwing her fragile grip on reality off-kilter.

bellatrix’s eyes dart around as others emerge from the veil. whispers ripple through the crowd, urgent and electric. "she’s back. could it be? back?" the words hang in the air. back from where? where had she been? a laugh escapes her before she can stop it, high-pitched and jagged, cutting the tension like glass breaking. eyes dart from her to the archway and the figures pouring through it. then her gaze locks onto a familiar face, and her laughter halts. she slips into the shadows, pressing herself against the cold stone wall, her breath catching. her pulse throbs in her ears, and her hand twitches, searching for a wand she no longer has.

sirius stands just within view, his profile achingly familiar but off in a way that unsettles her. he looks almost the same—young, rebellious—but there’s something different, something sharper in him. his jaw is harder, his eyes carrying a weight she hadn’t seen before. time has changed him, and it makes her stomach turn. why doesn’t he look the same? she somehow slips further into the shadows, her movements slow and deliberate, never taking her eyes off him. she draws closer until she can hear the steady rhythm of his breath. her fingers twitch, and a spark of magic pulses through her, sluggish but still there. with a flick of her wrist, she casts a weak, stinging jinx—the same one she taught him when they were children. it’s barely more than a whisper of magic, but it hits, not enough to harm, but enough to catch his attention.

"well, well, well…" her voice slips out, cold and sharp, like a blade. she steps into the light, her eyes fixed on him with a predatory gleam. "looks like i’ve found a filthy little blood traitor." her lips curl into a smile, calculating and cruel, the kind that promises pain. "or have i? you don’t look quite right. pretending to be him, are you? thinking i wouldn’t see through your little trick?"