Your existence is so much more beautiful and pure and important than those who hurt you. They are just hurting machines, they go and hurt and hurt and hurt people until they are satisfied. But you are not like them. You help people and heal people and that makes the world better. I'm glad you sneezed. I'm happy you are here, and so is everyone else. 💛💛💛
I’m not higher or less than anyone, I’m just me. :)
The frontal lobes of the brain take until peoples’ twenties or so to finish developing. That part of your brain is behind your forehead and it’s the gatekeeper of impulses, the magnifying glass into seeing things from someone else’s perspective and the traffic cop that says “whoa, do you want to make that choice?”
A lot of teens are reckless because their brain is still developing.
I kinda hope the people who were so mean to me stopped one day and thought “holy shit, I was horrible to her”. Probably hoping for too much, since some people still grow up to be nasty no matter what, but I like that scenario better than them continuing to be hateful. I don’t wish ill of any of them and I hope they’re living happy lives.
People use the internet to hurt. I try and use it to heal. I think the reason I sneezed that day is because I’m doing what I was meant to do. I can’t reach in and pull everyone out of the dark, but I can shine some light and hope someone finds it.
https://youtu.be/q8IisXDqOi0 (* * *TW: video contains reenactments of self harm and my suicide attempt. I did not actually cut myself, I used camera angles to look like I did.* * *)
