Let’s think about myself because pride month :) (beware for dark? Yapping uhhhh)
I don't really have much interest in sex or gender in general.
Biologically, I have it, but when it gets mixed with human emotions, it gives me a strange feeling. But if it's fictional, it's fine.
The way instinct and reason are mixed together is really...
Honestly, I deeply regret being born biologically female. Clearly weaker. In a weaker position. I lose no matter how hard I try. I'm belittled because I'm a woman. I lost the 50/50 chance at birth.
If I were a machine, would I not need to feel those emotions?
And how should I express myself, having these feelings?
I don't want to be aggressive towards anyone, and gender is fundamentally a matter of freedom.
But am I the only one who feels that this actually restricts our thinking? Am I the only one who feels that this could give rise to a distorted sense of justice? Am I the only one who feels that what is called "justice" could mentally kill people?
swapper's case is a good example. The excessive, distorted sense of justice still lingers in my mind. It's terrifying.
Those who are driven by a distorted sense of justice to kill others are killing machines that have lost their humanity.
I've seen too much of the darkness lurking in the human heart. I...am tainted. That's why I can't trust people.
But even so, there are people who are kind to me. I want to cherish those people.
its your turn buddy.. today you will get so many GIFTS! Haha yes.. that anonymous person from your inbox asking about what you like? That was actually ME all along! I bet noone expected that!
Ok but anyways i do wish you wouldve asked for more.. it feels like im barely giving you anything! Yk i wanna give so much more than just a few lazy doodlez!
Ok for the actual gifts.. first we have the GoStop animation i made for you because im running out of ship ideas
Its.. only 2 seconds? Man i wish i made it longer but idk how to but wtv. Take it. Also i should probably cut off here because i still wanna scroll throuh my own blog without having to scroll paragraphs and so much art i have for you-(i learned from the skittlez arttrade lmfao)
ok good let us continue
More wonderblocks art because you actually got me to draw gijinkas for those idiots
I might wanna redraw Again's gijinka because they look ugly but i actually love Stop here
Ok now you didnt ask for this but.. i drew your numbersona! As a gijinka!(well ive drawn and showed it to you before but now ive gotten a new artstyle and improved in drawing in general so thought id draw em again)
Oh.. wow. That looks ugly. Ok next try's ago
That still looks pretty bad.. but better. Did i even finish it?
Ok ykw im just drawing your numbersona! No gijinka
Yeah so have i ever talked about how amazing and cool your numbersona looks? Like the astronomy theme is so good and amazingly implemented, i love the things on the face and those star antennas are just super cool. I still havent ever seen yoi draw a full coloured sketch of them- ive been relying on that old whiteboard doodle all this time
Also since you wanted more wonderblocks content.. I TURNED YOU INTO A DO-BLOCK!
Ok well ik it doesnt really make sense with your theme of as astronomy.. but like i didnt know what to do for it. I just wanted to turn her into a do-block because we're really starving for wonderblocks content
I also drew your pfp
I think i mis-remembered some details but i created most of these by memory anyways so cant rly blame me. I hope you kind of like the details i tried to do for your face, i hope you saw what i was trying to go for in a certain detail i put..
Now lets go back to the things you actually asked for
OMFG TWELEVEN?? TWELEVEN MENTIONED?? YOU ENJOY TWELEVEN? OMFG AODUUWY YESYESYES I LOVED DRAWING THIS SO SO MUCH
Haha well i shouldnt go too far because this post is about you and not just tweleven lol but hope you enjoy this stupid doodle of these idiots
And is that.. StarCircus mentioned? Hol' on @skittlez-cyb3r-pawziez lemme give a small shared gift for the both of you(btw skitx uh this isnt the gift post i was talking abt in that comment section, its actually gonna be the next person who i will make a lot of gifts for lol but here i js rememebred SB asked for 3x5)
Ok SB(if im even allowed to call you that, ill call you by stxr if you arent ok with it!) Ig youre sharing this 1 little gift w the sktz becausd you both like these two so i js wanted to @ her here also yeah i drew them traditionally because i thought itd look better
Oh and that AU idea you had? LOVE IT! Tho.. i wasnt so clear on a few things but ill ask the questions later
Now is later. Ok first, how exactly do they get transformed? What happens as theyre transforming? How much time does it take for them to turn into these monsters? Sorry i just have So many questions also you said its based off the objectified comic but i never read it(and have been absent from the osc for a while so i wouldnt know much) but yeah cool au! Please work on it im begging its sk cool im never skipping a lore post
Ok well now im just gonna say this. You are an amazing person and i hope youbreally do know that. Like youre just so kind and actually mature, i remember on my old posts when i was acting a bit childish and you actually brought a few sense into me- youre also just so so kind and i really love how you react on comunity posts w ‼️ so much that i managed to start doing it myself. I take a lot of things from my moots lol anywahs i also love your artstyle you really are an amazing artist and i love to wait and see your blog update(like i do w most moots) but you rarely post your art(asian schools, ik theyre absolute hell) but its fun to see them every time you do so! I hope school isnt giving you so much trouble lately, we're nearing the end of the schoolyear(for me atleast, idk about you but hopefully the same) so just hope that youll be fine and get to enjoy summer break! I also just kinda wanna show my graditude for your existance. Like i am so so happy i met you and we became moots(i dont even remember what post or how we met lol) youre just really cool and im just glad to meet you! Sorry im not rly good with words lol but just know that what im saying here, i mean a LOT more than im letting on! And i wish i could describe it to you but i just cant. Just have a wonderful morning, afternoon, evening, life.
