#numbness?

[runespoor7]

I just think LXC should get a little something out of the realization that the thing with JGY never went to talking about romance because JGY's trauma about the surprise incest made him utterly and entirely unable and unwilling to deal with that even a little

I can't overstate that I think LXC was fine with his relationship with JGY being what it was! it was fine being basically soulmates even if it meant shutting the fuck up about his feelings, because JGY was entirely devoted to his wife!

And then the truth about QS and JGY being related comes out, JGY dies, and LXC is left with knowing that this, too, is something JGY never told him - the thing about QS and him - and JGY hadn't in fact been in love with his wife for a decade

and all of LXC's feelings - feelings for JGY being a good man, maybe the best LXC knew - maybe they could have helped JGY with that part of him. or maybe JGY knew; maybe they made it worse

[i-am-snek-boop-boop]

?!?!?!?

I'm literally just in such a mood right now. Like I want someone to talk to me but I don't wanna talk to anyone but I wanna be comforted by someone but idk what for. Like there's a phrase that I want someone to say to me but I have no clue what it is.

[moonimbued]

have you ever realized that sometimes your body reacts to things without you really knowing what you're feeling you start shaking while telling a story because you're upset and it makes logical sense to be upset but at that moment inside you feel nothing your lips turn up at the corners when someone says something sweet but there are no feelings to go along with that action it happens all the time I really don't know how I feel or what I feel I'm just very numb a lot I mean not every single time but often it's so normal for me that I just now realized how weird it is

[levelthreetexan]