Another thing I think about a lot is how Tim most likely noticed Brian getting more and more tired, talking less, smiling less, showing up and leaving unexpectedly from time to time and overall just losing his silly and joy - but anytime he'd ask he'd just get brushed off.
And it's not like Brian was mean to him or anything, he was pretty much the same just without less and less energy and there was nothing he could have done because Brian wouldn't talk to him about it or even acknowledge it. Then the guy was just gone one day.
And then I think about Brian's POV where he probably felt stuck and alone because Tim doesn't REMEMBER and he doesn't seem to understand what's going on so he'd rather lie and keep him away from it. There's someone ELSE that'll come to talk to him and help him through it, but everything you do keeps leading to nothing. People keep "leaving" or "disappearing" and there's just nothing you can do.
You keep putting on a brave face to help your friend only for him to murder you.
College Brim makes me sick and nauseous.. eughh
