Just came home from the cinema. Saw The Hobbit with two of my awesome male friends, and it was really.. cozy! I felt really content and safe sitting there between them, each one snuggling up to me. No awkwardness or anything. Ah, good guys.
Anyways, as I walked home to my small flat I felt kinda.. home? Of course not the deep, satisfying feeling of coming home to my mom where I grew up, but kinda.. yeah. Being midnight here I met no-one, and it felt nice just walking and thinking.
I hope, and think, that I will manage to beat depression down. I've failed alot this year, trying to find some love but failing and bringing me further down. But I'm reallyreally DONE with that, and now I'll just concentrate on myself, school and training. I hope that by making myself better, love will eventually find me.