#nyla.thoughts

[nylanotthere-2]

Me after being at U realizing that the girl who asked for my ig and talked to me several times in class was trying to be my friend, but my brain couldn’t connect its three neurons to form a complete sentence without stumbling over my words first:

[nylanotthere-2]

I thought I was making friends with a mutual and now she's gone:

[nylanotthere-2]

Me trying to flirt with a girl, but not to the point of being a pervert or making her uncomfortable. Being funny, but not so funny that I end up as her best friend. Showing interest in her life, but without sounding like a damn stalker or like I’m interrogating her:

[nylanotthere-2]

Hi, I’m Nyla.

ₐbₒᵤₜ ₘₑ: She/Her • 20 • Bisexual • Frustrated writer • Black woman • Latina • Ravenclaw • Engineering student • Eng/Esp • Book reader • TFOA memes and other random stuff that’s in my head • K-pop stan • Sabrina Carpenter • I like watching K-dramas and anime • Letterboxd • Goodreads • Serializd

ₘᵤₛᵢc: Sabrina Carpenter • Bad Bunny • ITZY • Red Velvet • Wave to earth • ARTMS • Young Miko • Madison Beer • TripleS • Tyler, the Creathor • The Marías • BTS • Childish Gambino • NMIXX • BIBI • Chappell Roan • Dreamcatcher • Maye • Cazzu • Trueno

ₒₜₕₑᵣₛ ₜₕᵢₙgₛ ᵢ ₗᵢₖₑ: Arcane • Madoka magica • Kamisama Kiss • BSD • Haikyuu! • Abbott Elementary • Hunger Games • B99 • Marvel • DC • Normal People • Attack of Titan • Avatar: The Last Airbender • Wuthering waves

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ᴺᶠˢᵂ ᵇˡᵒᵍ: @nylanotthere-3

[nylanotthere-2]

A girl I spoke to on a dating app asked for my ig to talk more. But she doesn't write to me unless I write to her. I feel like this is going in the wrong direction. Or am I just overthinking it? Idk

[nylanotthere-2]

I hadn’t seen such diabolical queerbaiting since Sherlock × Watson in the 2010 series. Or since Supergirl × Lena Luthor. I wasn’t even a Byler shipper because I was more into Elmax, and I had a feeling Byler wouldn’t happen. But that pause from Mike before saying they were best friends was brutal.

[nylanotthere-2]

I’d like to go to the gym because I need to lose weight, but the monthly fee isn’t cheap, I live two hours away from any gym, and on top of that I’d have to spend money on transportation.

I'll have to see what I can come up with at home.

[nylanotthere-2]

I've been in engineering for three years. Meanwhile, I'm doing a diploma program in assistive technologies. And now I'm questioning whether I should change majors. God, I don't know what to do with my life anymore.