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[whitekana]

Sketch commission on deviantart~

[whitekana]

New Video Process posted on my Youtube /o/

[whitekana]

Before and After of Mahel commission remake, that I am kinda proud of ^^

(sorry its a bit stretched out on the dashboard, feel free to click on it for original resolution)

[whitekana]

Commissions [OPEN]

Hi all! Long time no see! Its been busy couple of months for me, but now I am happy to say that I am reopening some commissions, including the pixel ones! :) I also opened a StoreEnvy! Its been a w...

Hi all! I’ve made commissions available again after a long time! Feel free to see the link with all the details~.

Its been a very long dream of mine to support myself with my art, and I want to grow to be able to do so. If you can I will greatly appreciate if you can share this or maybe even commission me. Thank you all!

[kanayukino]

Commission: http://whitekana.deviantart.com/art/Commission-Andrea-479822726

[whitekana]

Art Style Realisation

There was a style I was inspired from, so I drew couple of pictures with it. I had tons of fun with it and I felt it so well with my hand. I stopped drawing in it, cause I didn't wanna draw in another persons style.

Recently when I was like 'Hey lets try draw in that style again', I opened the artists artwork from who I got inspired and I noticed that the art I did then looks nothing like that artists style....

(The artist I was inspired from was WhiteDatura, and the pictures I drew are below.)

I swear I wish I saw it before and now, I am trying to get the feel of that style again and actually use it as my own.

Here is a few pictures in it: http://whitekana.tumblr.com/image/1335329923

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HOW DID U DO THAT O M G 

[spoonieproblems]

i have pretty severe anxiety, but sometimes im really high functioning. other times i can highly relate to people with chronic illnesses and i don't really know how to explain to other people that im healthy and not healthy at the same time? of course it's not the same as someone with a physical disease or a illness you have to deal with everyday, but sometimes my anxiety leaves me stuck in bed for weeks while other times i can go out all day or do huge hikes or something along those lines? idk

First off all, thank you for your respectfulness in recognising that though they overlap, they are not the same. :)

My suggestion: 

Any type of chronic illness (whether it be physical or psychological), will always have its ups and downs. It’s okay that you feel well one day, and not-so-great the next. This causes a lot of problems, and it can be exhausting. Explaining to people the inconsistency that seems to run your life, is equally frustrating. 

Honesty is the best policy in this scenario. However, you never, ever have to give anyone any kind of information about yourself that you don't want them to know. Telling someone that your schedule fluctuates  from a day to day basis, and leaving it at that is helpful, I've found. If/When they start asking questions about why, how, etc., simply saying that you don't know what will happen in coming days being that your schedule flexible is one vague way to keep them quiet. (If they continue, ending the conversation with a change in subject, or a smile and quick note how details are also uncertain/vague may help).

On the flip-side, if you do want them to know about your struggles, I would again suggest honesty. Explaining how sometimes the weight of anxiety manifests in physical pain, and that because of this physical pain that is there, you're kept in bed. Not out of choice, but because it feels like you have the flu, and you need time to "get better" before you're able to participate in whatever daily activities you do. I say "get better" because it's also important to say that your symptoms of anxiety never go away, there are just some days/spells where it is worse than others.

Becoming physically sick/in pain/or cooped up because of anxiety is not at all uncommon, and it is something that can be managed. Remember to patient with yourself. 

I've very sorry you struggle with these things, and I hope my answer helped a bit. 

Take care, and many spoons. xoxo