Do you ever have that person
That you can talk to and play games with and anything else almost and you just genuinely enjoy being around them.... And you think that, wow, this person is someone I hope to keep in my life for a very long time because.... They're my best friend. I don't think there's anything that can change that.
But then something does.... and.... they aren't your best friend anymore
and then, because of everything that you did before, all the games, all the talks. All that stuff now leaves a bitter taste in your mouth because it brings back memories of the times you used to play it with them. You know so much about them. what they like, what they hate, who they are as a person, but it doesn't matter. Everything you've told them and everything they've told you, it doesn't matter anymore. No matter what you've done or they've in the past, for some reason it can't make up for what happened between you. All that knowledge of the other person doesn't go away. It stays with you like a scar. always there, maybe not out in the open, but still there.
It hurts.... Whenever you see them. because you know that they don't want anything to do with you anymore... even despite the history you've had together.
it's one of the worst things you can feel....
