"Has he been seen?" Bananach's voice was quiet, full of a tender care that many found to be uncharacteristic of her. The Bright Lady only shook her head. "Not since..." Bananach nodded slowly. "I'm going to speak with Mother. Will you come with me?" "Of course!"
Dagda did not sleep. He did not eat. He did nothing but sit at the base of Her tree in his grove. He wished many times in those long days that he was not a Fae, that he was falliable and could join her. He could sense her spirit stirring in the tree, but she was not ready to speak, not ready to move on, not ready to heal. Days blurred into each other, an endless dance of sun and moon and darkness. Then, he heard it. "Dagda, love, what are you doing?" "Sadb?" His voice was hoarse and choked. "My poor love...I fell, didn't I?" "You...you did." He could almost feel her arms around him from behind, could feel her warmth and her smile. "I never did listen to you enough." Phantom lips brushed his cheek. "I...Sadb...I...I'm sorry." "For what?" "For Death." That set her back and she went silent for a moment. Then she surged back, just as strong as ever. "Don't you dare. You and I both know what the world would be like without death. You showed me. You showed me so many things." Her tone went from admonishing to tender again. "Dagda, promise me you'll take care of yourself. Promise me you'll keep living?" He was quiet for a long time. "I'll try." "And that's all I can ask."
“Mother.” The Dark Queen of Arcadia bowed low, but she didn’t smile in the presence of her mother this time. The Bright Queen stood beside her, one of Bananach’s hands held tightly in her own. “Greetings, Mother.” “My dear girls. This is about young Dagda…isn’t it?” Sorkha started to speak, but Bananach cut her twin off. “He’s lost and alone, even with his twin. Give him something, Mother, before we lose them both.” Kaila nodded slowly. “What do you propose, daughters?”
He was seen then, once or twice, but never for long. No one pushed him too hard, knowing he was still mourning. Only Herne tried to pull him, one twin needing the other. Then, one day, Dagda stepped out of the grove with a smile on his face and went straight to his brother's pack. "I don't know how she did it, Herne. I don't know how...but..." He shifted the blanket slightly on the bundle swaddled in his arms and Herne's eyes widened in surprise. A sweet baby girl slept there, with curly brown hair and the beginnings of tiny antlers just barely starting to grow. "Brother! That's amazing! That's wonderful!" Dagda smiled with a paternal pride and then for just a moment, his eyes flickered to sadness. "She has her mother's eyes." And then, after a moment. "Sadb has named her Brighid."











