Those days where i feel like all i can do is ask "what the fuck are we even Doing?" I mean, seriously: What's the goal? What's the Process? How about "Mindful awareness in the process and pursuit of fighting for the reduction of either harm or the desire to harm." Is that anything? Because, right now, it’s like pulling the 5 of wands for your past AND present, & being pretty damn sure there's at least one 3 in your future.











