Flashback - [So, this got longer than I intended. It probably needs to be cruelly edited. But, nah. Iām just going to throw it into the void!
@badthingshappenbingoāā [Original Characters and content for - Reopening an Old Wound]
Whumptober Day: No. 6 - Please -Ā Ā āGet it out!ā No more. āStop, please!ā [Sorta all three] Ā
Ten Trails: Heart and Soul (2)- Repressed memories [@yuckwhumpā]
CW/TW: Uncomfortable invasion of the mind. References to interrogation, captivity and potential torture. Reference to implied bullying in the OCās past.
[Please let me know if I missed anything]
[I donāt think there is anything triggering about the abstract art, hopefully, so its just out here. FYI-That is a man casually ācaught upā in his brain.]
Zach drummed an arrhythmic beat against the edge of his table, when the door to his office slid upon and the framework framed Akira like a painting,
āAh, good! Youāre here. Iāve been led to believe you possess a unique set of skills and are the perfect candidate to... solve a little problem Iāve chanced upon. Shall we?āĀ
She wasnāt given a chance to make her way into his office. Within a moment, he was already crowding her. Zach shepherded her towards a vehicle. They rode in uncomfortable silence. There werenāt too many people who could set Akira on edge, but Zach was definitely one of them. She assumed it was because she couldnāt get a read on him. And the tenebrous past he shared with Jared.
The vehicle pulled up and she almost opened her side of the door into Zachās crotch, accidentally. She stopped herself just in time, leaving the door slightly ajar. With a soft huff of disappointment and impatience, Zach opened it all the way and waited for her to step out. Akira really wasnāt accustomed to this level of archaic chivalry. The silence continued to loom as they walked past the wired fence, to the decommissioned lab. It was marked for repair and rennovation. As they rounded to the door, he went on to warn her, with feigned concern, that did fool her.
āThis is not going to be easy. It certainly isnāt for me, but I trust you know, that as Amity Enforcers, it's our duty to defend the goals of the Global Confederate. ā
Her brows knitted and her eyes narrowed, but she nodded. They made their way inside. Their footsteps echoed in the vacant reception area and continued to click as they walked through the lobby and the labyrinth of corridors. The first couple of floors had already been revamped and restored. From the corner of her eyes, she noted the silhouettes of wrapped equipment. She recognized them with ease, some were bots for medical procedures, others were devices typically used for research⦠on human subjects. They were flush against the walls haphazardly.
He led her into a softly lit room, and stopped by two-sided mirror. The other side was dark. Akira stared at their reflections.Ā In retrospect, the sincerity in Zachās expressions, would surprise her. Another guilty reassurance followed. It felt like he was setting her up for some kind of a climax,Ā
āI assure you, Iāve done my due diligence, and grave apologies that I wasnāt able to get to him before the others. Heās a little roughed up. Needless to say, heāll be fixed up. Perhaps you can help with that tooā¦ā
Zach fiddled with something that looked like a keypad touch screen. Bright fluorescent lights illuminated the room beyond the mirror.
Akira did a double-take and didnāt realise she was holding her breath.
Jared.
She didnāt need to see his face to recognize him. He didnāt have a shirt on and his pants looked scruffy. Angry, fresh bruises covered most of the skin that she could see. Cuffs cinched his wrists behind his back. His cheek sat in a small pool of blood. Crimson that leaked from a cut lip and from his nose. His chest rose and fell erratically. Jared didnāt react to the lights. He was either asleep⦠Or just unconscious. Zachās little roughed up didnāt exactly do justice.
Ā She couldnāt tear her eyes off Jared, but she found her voice and addressed Zach in an indignant hiss,
āWhat the fuck is this?ā
Zach ran gloved fingers through his silken strands,
āI told you this wasnāt going to be easy. I recognize that your relationship, predisposes you to defend him. To take his side. And thatās good. Because-ā
Aki interrupted him through grit teeth,
āGet to the point damnit. What reason do you have to hold him like this?ā
She found it very hard to maintain composure. Her eyes still riveted on Jared, till Zachās fingers found Akiraās jaw. He held it to force her to turn and look at him. She did turn, but also jerked away from his hand. He didnāt press for contact.
Zachās voice darkened. It got colder and softer with a bridled rage,
āIām going to let that tone slide. Compelling evidence has surfaced, that declares him responsible for the death of my mother⦠and my subsequent capture. And that he either is, or was associated with SpecSyn.ā
His tone reminded her of the chilly one that Jared assumed, when he had reason to truly mean whatever threat he was uttering. The comparison was unsettling. Zach went on,
āAnd Iād like very much to believe this evidence is bogus, because I donāt want it to be true. As much as you probably donāt. We grew up together, him and I. We trained in G.C.A together, served in Sector Nine together⦠ā
She noticed a sort of hurt in Zachās eyes. The kind of pain that screamed betrayal. For the briefest of moments it made her trust him, as he went on talking,
āAnd Iām doing my very best to not fall prey to my anger⦠Akira. So please⦠help me. Help me wipe these allegations once and for all. You convince me, and Iāll take care of the rest.ā
Akira sounded hesitant, she was processing everything a little too slowly to immediately recognize what Zach wanted. So she defended Jared rather simply,
āLook, I donāt know what to tell you, he never told me anything-ā
Zachās voice changed to something practical and detached again, like this was just any other mission detail. This also reminded her of Jared.
āNo, of course he didnāt. Despite how intimate you two are, I doubt he wouldāve trusted you with anything important, or too personal. Heās always been an agent first⦠Apparently, just not for G.C.ā
She could sense that he was provoking her now and instilling doubt again⦠Somewhat successfully.Ā Jared had always been rather tight-lipped. Even more so around the subject of the events that led to Azraelās death and his missions. Theyād argued about it on more than one occasion. Now was not the time to get hung up on the way the truth of his words stung.
She turned her back to Jared and leaned against the two-way mirror.
Zach went on,
āFrankly, Iām surprised you didnāt simply-ā
She challenged with another interruption, eager to defend the relationship he sounded so dismissive about.
āWhat? Just read him? Relationships donāt work like that, Zach... I trust him. Still do. Always will.ā
Her heart sank when she finally realised what the man wanted. And he made quick work of confirming Akiraās assumptions,
āWell, push has come to shove. And if you trust him so much, you shouldnāt find anything in there-ā
He rested one hand against the glass of the two-way mirror and tapped it.
ā-In there, thatās too alarming. I say you- and by that I mean we, because weāre running out of options. So, convince me, he truly doesnāt know anything. And Iāll make sure heās free to go. And you.ā
And me?
She folded her arms across her chest,
āI didnāt realise I was not free to go. So what, Iām a prisoner now too?ā
Zach stepped in closer and placed his other hand on the surface of the mirror behind Akira. Her face was between his palms and she felt a little trapped, by the situation and literally by Zachās proximity, but she did her best to not show it. He shrugged,
āThe Jared IĀ know, wouldāve worked alone, but the others would not hesitate to assume your involvement by proxy. And it doesnāt help that youāre a Niner. But, like Iāve said before Iād like to stay on your side, on his side.ā
She drew in a long shaky breath, her voice fell to an uncertain whisper,
āItā¦. My power doesnāt work like that. Itās not so perfect⦠I canāt just give you what you want.ā
He smiled, realising that sheād understood that her options were limited and was at least, considering compliance.
āI know how your power works. And Iāll guide you. Weāll have to find a way, for his sake.ā
Nonetheless, she obviously had to check if there was in fact, any other way. She wasnāt too keen on breaking that sacrosanct trust,
āWhat if I say no?ā
Zach huffed brusquely,
āThen Iāll have no choice but to give the two of you up. I can only buy so much time. Theyāll either force a confession false or not... or kill both of you in the process of doing so⦠So, Akira, I really donāt want to spend our time constantly reminding you, that Iām the only thing standing in the way of a very⦠very bleak future for both of you.ā
So, no real choice indeed.
A small part of Akira rejoiced and then recoiled with guilt. The part that did want to know all of Jaredās secrets, just so they could clear the air once and for all. The part sheād leashed, with difficulty and upon his insistence- out of respect for what they shared...
Another part of her curled up in fear of what sheād actually find.
And how sheād hide it from Zach, if it was indeed incriminating.
āHow do you expect me to convince you?ā
Zach looked beyond her, presumably at Jared, as he laid out the plan,
āTo make sure you arenāt lying, Iāll first have you dredge up memories of his time with me, details that I can confirm. Things youāre unlikely to know about, at least not in all their specificity. Then we can work towards the rest. Itāll be a process⦠But hopefully, Jared gets out of this absolved and we all walk away unharmed. Iāll have Mark monitor your stats when we get to the important stuff. So Iāll know if youāre lying. You know Mark right, I believe youāve worked with him? That should make all this a little easier...ā
-
Carrying a glass of water, painkillers and some tissues, she walked into the cell alone. Her SmartNeura was connected to Zachās, so he could instruct her without Jaredās knowledge. Jared was still curled on the floor. He had not moved almost at all. His knuckles were unbruised. But his wrists bore evidence of struggle. She gathered that Jared had not resisted arrest and that theyād hurt him after he was already cuffed. Presumably to get quick answers. Knowing him, he mustāve chosen silence. She assumed he was in some drug induced stupor now, she was wrong.
āJaredā¦ā
He sat up so quickly, she and her heart jumped.
āShira? What the hell are you doing here?ā
Why did his tone sound accusative?
āZ-ā
Before she could tell him, Zach interrupted her sharply,
āNo. Donāt name me. He doesnāt need to know of my involvement yet. Tell him someone else asked you for help with the interrogation-Better yet, tell him you heard and volunteered. Keep it vague.ā
Akira chewed the side of her lips and looked at Jared as intently as she could, she wasnāt sure if he could see truth in her eyes. She went and flopped by his side, cross-legged. And put the water beside him, along with the painkillers and tissues. He picked up the latter to wipe away the blood. She repeated Zach almost word for word,
āI⦠ heard they caught you and volunteered to help.ā
She was hoping Jared would recognize the foreignness of her words. Unfortunately, given his current state, he either didnāt, or did a damn good job of hiding it. His eyes widened. She knew he was definitely closing in on her intent. And desperately hoping it wasnāt true, just like she had been, just moments ago.
āHelp how?ā
She was at a loss of words. Aki jerked her chin towards his head. She really didnāt want to spell it out,
āYou know⦠Iāll just⦠Read and confirm you innoc-ā
Jared shot up like a spring, and was on his feet. He staggered as he backed away from her. He sounded uncharacteristically flustered, his words as choppy as his faltering steps,Ā
āWhy the fuck would you- Weāve gone over this⦠We agreed- Itās the one thing Iāve asked for- Wait you told them about your- Justā¦Just⦠Get outta here and let them do what they want. You donāt need to get involved. Why would they believe you anyway?ā
He kept shuffling away as he talked, to literally stay out of her reach. Till he had nowhere left to go. Akira didnāt move towards him, she remained on the floor and stared at it. She wanted to yell. To let him know in no uncertain terms that she didnāt want any of this. That she had no choice. That it wasnāt going to be a damn walk in the park for her either. That sheād been summoned.
And that she was glad that sheād been called. At least she could buy them some time to figure this out. That she couldnāt, in good faith, just⦠let them do what they wanted.
She sat frozen, screaming internally till Zach was compelled to intervene. He sounded impatient⦠but Aki could swear, he also sounded mildly delirious,
āTell him, it's too late and youāre already involved. Tell him, he doesnāt have a real choice. Then ask him about Erebus at the C.T.F we did for training at G.C.A. Read the memory that comes up. Iām staring us off easy.ā
In his impatience, Zach was revealing himself with every suggestion and Akira was glad that he was. Though she wasnāt sure if Jared was truly catching on, or not. Sheād heard him speak of Erebus - now an Acer himself, working in the resources department- and not too fondly. She had nothing specific enough for her to fib her way through this. Akira cleared her throat and repeated Zachās words, paraphrasing just enough to change the perspective, and couch her question as a memory-trigger,
āLook, Iām already here. So this is happening, whether you like it or not. Letās talk about Erebus. You two were in G.C.A together, right? Did both of you participate in the capture-the-flag game? Were you on the same team?ā
She hoped that the confusion that flitted on Jaredās face was a sign that he was starting to catch up. He had to have figured out that they were being watched by someone, if not specifically Zach.
Jared asked,
āErebus? Why? Iāve barely mentioned himā
She made up a lie, now improvising without Zachās direction,
āHeās... A suspect too...ā
She was grateful that Zach needed to confirm her compliance with⦠hopefully benign memories. But, with the way Jared tensed up, perhaps even this was not as benign as she was hoping.
Itās just C.T.F⦠How bad could it be?
Jared sighed, like heād curtailed an exasperated warning,
āShira⦠please just...ā
After one last look of what she perceived to be despise- aimed either at her, or at the very least at the situation, he closed his eyes. With a dark, heart-rending resignation, he slid against the wall, till he was sitting on the floor with his knees pressed against his chest. She knew he wasnāt the sort to protest once he realised it was futile. She sat there feeling a little paralyzed.
There was no going back once she crossed this line.
Zach prompted her into action,
āGo on! Remember weāre still time-bound.
Wordlessly, she inched closer to Jared and set his hands on his exposed arms.
-
Lying on the ground, stomach first. The wetness of dewdrops against the cheek. The chilly breeze against a bareback. The smell of damp earth and grass. The blurry sight of the green blades and the soil - shuffling shoes and ankles in the distance.Ā The recently-cracked awkward husk of a pubescent voice,
āThisāll teach you to fucking play decoy for Pixie-dust!ā
The sound of vague, bitter and cruel jeering. Shoes sliding closer. Fingers curling around wrists and ankles, tightening with a certain envious sourness. The soles of shoes against the back of the knees⦠and the elbows, with the wobbling, inconsistent, but hurtful pressure.
The body, contorts and twists to see the sneering face of the kid who spoke. A raspy, baleful protest, claws out of the throat,
āGet your lackeys off me āRebus!ā
An unavailing struggle that ensues. Another soul pressed against the lower back, with a pathetic finality.
And then the sound of the marker, shot at point-blank range.
The smarting slap of the bullet splattering between the shoulder blades. The strangled roar, interrupted by another shot⦠and then another.
The headache-inducing grit teeth and set jaw. The metallic tang of blood and the annoying stab of a bitten tongue- completely overshadowed by the aching throb of the back. The burgeoning tenderness and the blooming bruises.
Finally, after half a dozen shots, the deafening silence. The splattered, viscous paint, that felt as good as blood, rolling down the sides of the torso.
And a soft, defeated whine.
The vague thought that this must appear rather comical to an onlooker⦠but sure didnāt feel that way.
-
Jaredās quieter whimper met Akiraās louder groans, they tapered to an uncomfortable silence, first him, then her. She blinked away, the tears that collected on the side of her eyes. When she let go of him, she noticed her fingers had left a print on his pale skin, blanching through a bruise.
She had just experienced his memory in first person and forced him to relive it too. Aki could still hear the echo of the shots and feel her back smarting. He probably felt the same lingering effects. She knew itād fade soon enough, but it left her heaving for air. Her emotions were mingled with young Jaredās- contempt for this Erebus kid who pressed him into the ground and shot him. Despair... that it happened. And her instinct was more violent than his,
āWhat a fucking tool. Iād have kil-ā
She cut herself off when Jared opened his eyes. The dejection in them tore at her. And Zachās voice broke the moment,
āWhy did you stop? Tell him you want to know what happens and go back.ā
Akira hesitated, till Zach made the order in no uncertain terms,
āDo it, now!ā
She echoed his suggestion with a slight startle, like a spurred horse,
āI⦠I want to know what happens next-ā
He let his fingers lace with her approaching hands. A plainative squeeze followed,
āNo! Stop it⦠Shira⦠Please. Please no more⦠Not again.ā
@badthingshappenbingoāā [Original Characters and content for - Dehydration]
Whumptober Day: No. 4 - Running Out of Time - Failed Escape [Art+Drabble]
Ten Trails: Death Trap (9) - Burning Building [@yuckwhumpā]
CW/TW: Reference to captivity and tortrure. Drugging and Fire. [Let me know if I missed something, I canāt think of anything]
Art under ākeep readingā (attempts to) feature a woman stuck in a burning building and guy outside.
The day was just fluorescent lights and the night the pitch darkness of her cell. In between that white and black - Was the dull grey blur of text, test tubes and the torment etched on Jared and copied onto her. At least she had more freedom than Jared.
She was convinced Red wasnāt himself anymore and she feared he was never going to be. No matter how many times she tried to tell herself that she was only doing what she had to⦠That she was doing her best to keep Jared alive, to buy time, not compromise the mission and navigate Zachariahās expectations, she couldnāt help but blame herself for⦠Everything.
A soft cradle for his chin and an apologetic and concerned whisper forced him to stir,
āJaredā¦? Red? Sweetheart, can you hear me?ā
Sunken eyes, stared up at her vacantly, from underneath the thicket of shaggy, dishevelled hair. He held her wrist in a tight grip, which despite his best efforts was much weaker than it had once been. It didnāt hurt, not physically, but she recoiled because it felt like a fearful attack by a cornered animal. He pushed her away and she let him. She repositioned and knelt at armās length. Akira couldnāt blame him, on instruction, she had used the affection they had shared to attempt pretentiously disarming him before⦠He had no reason to trust her and she desperately needed him to. Simply because she selfishly hoped she wouldnāt be forced to use plan B.
She blinked away guilty tears as she scanned the scars, the cuts and bruises she had been forced to leave on him. Not unlike the ones that she bore, except hers were covered by the lab-coat. Worse than the visible evidence, was all the pain and anguish she couldnāt really see, except in his tired eyes. There was a flicker of hope in them, perhaps because she called him Red. She had made sure to never do that through everything theyād endured over the last few months⦠Maybe more, maybe little lessā¦
āShira?ā
Yes!
Akira cleared her throat to stabilize a quivering voice, so she could assuage the fear she knew had to be bubbling up inside him.
āYeah⦠Itās me. Iām not here to ask questions or to hurt you, okay?ā
But the spark died and was replaced with the same, dead and wary caution. He hissed,
āNo! Stay the fuck away from me...ā
He curled into the wall he was already pressed up against. She didnāt have the time to haggle with him. Not if she was to succeed in saving him.
Time for plan B.
It took so much from her to swiftly break the promise sheād just made. Aki stabbed him with the tranquilizer. He wasnāt really in a position to put up a fight. The drugs⦠the lack of adequate nutrition and the repeated exposure to Akiraās power had left him quite weak and vulnerable.
After he lost consciousness. Akira dragged his form to the fortified underground lab.
A lab within a lab is both genius and hilarious.
This was left off the blue-prints. Very few people knew of its existence and luckily Zach wasnāt among them. The only friendly sheād seen was Markās, who had been guiding her. He was the one who provided her with this knowledge. The rest was up to her.
There werenāt as many people monitoring them. Zach had kept this whole thing underwraps⦠So Akira had exploited the freedom she had to sneak and survey the hidden lab on a midnight excursion. The underground lab was equipped with a single D.P.S.C - Damage-proof-stasis-chamber.
Now, her shaky hands, prepared Jared and put him in it. The hope was that heād be presumed dead after the explosion she was about to set off. The lab was unlikely to be found unless someone knew where to look. The chamber would keep Jared alive⦠and in time theyād be able to go back for him. All she needed to do was get out of there after the accidental explosionā¦
They had to let her out. None of this was her fault. At least not in any verifiable way.Ā
All she had to do was convince Caius.
-Ā
[Credit: A shot from the movie Om Shanti Om, is used as a reference for the art and inspired the fic]
It was Zach who noticed that the surveillance footage from the lab was on a loop. So he made his way there, only to witness an explosion. He had been losing patience with the two of them steadily. While Jared was just a little more than a husk, Akira still had her wits about herself⦠And he had not gotten anything significantly useful from them. Their deaths would not be a favorable outcome, but it was a fitting consequence for their continued lack of cooperation. Afterall, Zach couldnāt risk anyone else finding them either... He dismissed Caius and waited for Akira at the locked entrance.
The fortified door and the thick laminated glass between them, muffled Zachariahās question,
āSo... You finally gave up on trying to save him? Gave him the death heās been pleading for?ā
Not enough for her to feign deafness. She responded in a cry that sounded foreign to her. Her shrill plea was desperate and panicked. Akira didnāt typically allow herself to get this way. She had not expected Zach to stop her from leaving the damn building,
āNo! Zachā¦ā
āOk, go fetch him then.ā
Even with the panic clawing at her, she still had the sense to lie⦠After all, even if she couldnāt make it out, heād survive. Mark would wait and he would know where to look.
āI donāt know⦠I donāt know where he is.ā
But even the sheer fear was not enough to cloak that fact that she had to know something. There was no way that there wasnāt some foul play here. An out of commission lab, didnāt simply explode. And security footage didnāt scramble itself. Zach would have to look into that later. Someone had tried helping them. At least the list of suspects was a short one. Not many people knew about this venture,
āIād say this is overkill, the building didnāt deserve this...ā
She lied again,
āI didnāt do this. Please! Please let me out!ā
He watched with disinterest as Akira slammed her flattened hand against the glass. He was safe on the outside. But itād be unkind to let her flirt with death alone⦠So Zach drew a cigarette and lit it, which was as uncharacteristic for him as screaming for help was for Akira. It felt like a fitting way to honor Jared⦠Given he had to still be somewhere in the building that was slowly getting consumed by flames. The Knight deserved a better death...Ā A part of Zach wanted to save his friend. But that cat had run out of his nine lives⦠and all the second-third and several chances that Zach had given him.
Aki left bloodstains on the glass. But she could barely register the sharp slices of pain that ran through the cut on her palm. Another accident⦠Like the explosions were meant to be.
The flames roared and cackled behind her, she turned with a snap, as an explosion on the first floor forced heat and fire to billow into the grand reception lobby.
With one final question,
āDid you actually think Iād let you live?ā
Zach walked away.
She held her breath. Her lips were already chapped and her eyes stung. A sputter, followed a helpless surge of hacking coughs that wrecked through her. She stumbled her way to the back. Her lab-coat caught a lick of flame and soon itās arm was ablaze. She screeched as she swiftly tried getting rid of it. She succeeded, but not before it seared her elbow. She used the charred coat to bat away the flames in her way with her uninjured arm, as she headed back towards the underground lab. Stuck between death by active fire⦠or presumably by dehydration⦠Akira couldnāt help but buy herself a little more time.
She dropped into the lab with barely a minute to spare. Within moments, the exit was buried in rubble. Her breathing was laboured, she was certain soot lined her throat⦠Aki crawled towards the stasis chamber, as a futile attempt to prevent feeling the stab of loneliness. She sat against it, chuckling at one small silver-lining- that at least she wasnāt claustrophobic. She sat up, till she couldnāt hold up her weight any more. And fading into unconsciousness felt like a gift.