This is a short little thing on a fake island country OC I made. I don’t pay much attention to him like how I do with his younger sister, Akumainu (yes Ali is sister to this Chuurisiti), I actually really abuse him but I don’t know I still love my little psycho midget nation!
I do not remember the last time I truly felt happy. It had to be when I was with him that I was happy. Who is 'him'? Who am I? I could not care less. I know the answers to those questions. I just choose to not share them with you. I have done things that would make you want to kill me but, you cannot kill me. You cannot kill a concept, an idea something that does not have a true form of a human or living creature. Yes I am a non-living being but, I live, I live. What am I to say to you? I have nothing to say to someone like you expect for the explanation of my hatred to you. You ask questions that I cannot answer or do not want to answer! You leave me in the mud for me to die and to fend for myself. You created me! You are supposed to protect me! Who is 'HIM'? I know of a male that I was happy with but, who is it? I have no knowledge of him. I know you do! You always have something up your sleeve! You make them friends and you give her a lover, and you come up with reasons to make me bad! That is the only time you give me attention! You do a picture for her alone and you mention his creation day. You do NOTHING for ME! I sit here looking pretty, hoping that you would turn this way, hoping that the next stack of paper is for me, hoping that I will find out who 'he' is! I am not asking for too much am I? You did try to kill me once but, something made you save me. I want to have love, she does not need it! She cannot comprehend it! He does not need it either! He is too quiet! His voice is not as loud as it used to be, it is has not been loud since they became friends. He shows up more than I do but he does not speak. When I show up, I am with her, fighting. I know my status is to be ready to fight and get push and pulled, but I am tired! I want something. I want happiness! I want 'HIM', whoever 'HIM' is; I know I just want 'HIM'!