#oc: phena

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Guess who actually played some swtor for the first time in ages :D

And guess who still loves their murder bot Sith a whole los :D

I ‘only’ did the Umbara flashpoint but honestly it was kinda fun (and the planet is super pretty :D) and had one of those talk-things with Arcann and again I think there’s always a weird kind of connection between him and Phena. Like not in a romantic way, but in a “Vitiate fucked both our lives over and left us scarred in more than one way” kinda way.

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How about 17 and 19 for the oc rivals ask?

Already did 17, soCast ironstomachDaís, I guess that comes with the training anddenying yourself any kind of emotions. And also Phena because shebasically doesn‘t have a choice and has become pretty effective atshoving thought about the gruesome things she sees or does far, faraway from her.Most squeamish Terysh, mostlybecause he doesn‘t understand why fucked up things need to happenand how people can commit atrocities of any kind. Azhirei too,probably because even thoguh he grew up in a Sith family is parentsalways made sure he was safe and well looked after. So for him theAcademy is a pretty rough wake-up call on what Sith life is like.

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I should literally be doing a dozen other things, but here, have a smol, very grumpy Sith lord who is not happy about being frozen in carbonite for 5 fucking years

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pheeeeeenaaaaaaaaaa

Full Name: Phena Aodhán

Gender and Sexuality: cis female, demiromantic heterosexual

Pronouns: she/her

Ethnicity/Species: Human Sith / Cyborg

Birthplace and Birthdate: Dromund Kaas, about 20 years before the start of the SW story

Guilty Pleasures: Expensive tea, the Star Wars equivalent of high class dates, like the kind Bateel makes (which are honestly so good), traditional Sith blood cuisine, the way the Dark side makes her feel powerful

Phobias: She’s kind of claustrophobic, small creepy-crawly insects are terrible too

What They Would Be Famous For: Being the Emperor’s and then the Empire’s Wrath, for leading the Alliance against Zakuul and then giving the Eternal Throne to someone else

What They Would Get Arrested For: Probably something involving death and killing

OC You Ship Them With: None atm, in my current personal canon she’s married to Quinn, but I totally friendSHIP her with @darthchar’s Evren because those two are fucking delightful together.

OC Most Likely To Murder Them: Weirdly enough that is a bit of a hard one question if I’m only considering my own OCs; probably none of the Force sensitive ones, she started to work with my JC Cerulian after Ziost and they get along pretty well. Even though my JK Shamira is really wary of her, they’re not trying to kill each other which might have something to do with both of them getting screwed over by the Emperor a bunch of times. My other JC Terysh is just too nice, he wants to help, noch murder. So it might come down to either my BH Larn’her’irca if someone hired her for the job and paid some ridiculous money or one of the Troopers - although then it would be less murder and more a general battlefield situation because fuck no are they gonna try to actually take down the Wrath on purpose.

Favorite Movie/Book Genre: She is not a big reader, but enjoys historic texts about the life / culture of the Sith and how it evolved over the centuries. Contrary to popular belief she does have a sense of humour and enjoys funny movies. It might be Vette’s influence of pirated republic holo-novelas.

Least Favorite Movie/Book Cliche: Cyborgs are evil.

Talents and/or Powers: She is pretty strong in the Force and a very good duelist. She is kind of short but uses that and her speed to her advantage. Also, not actually a power, but still her implants connect to her armor so that additionally enhances her reaction times and strength. Major talent: looks intimidating as fuck in armor that has more claws than strictly necessary.

Why Someone Might Love Them: Once you get through her 65 layers of “I don’t care for people” and “get away from me” and her generally anti social behaviour she is actually a nice person to people she likes. Her crew is her family basically and she is very loyal to them - you hurt one of hers, you pay the price. She never would have thought that this urge to protect would at some point include the whole Empire, but what can you do. Somebody needs to salvage that mess, right?

Why Someone Might Hate Them: She doesn’t care if blood gets spilled if that means she gets the job done, collateral damage is a thing happens. She likes coming off as uncaring and intimidating and is proud of being Sith.

How They Change: She now is a lot less aggressively Dark side than when she was younger. In the beginning her motivation was mostly to uphold her family’s name and proving she deserves carrying on their legacy after her father was murdered (her mother died when she was younger) so becoming Baras’s apprentice was a good thing for her. It was basically only when she was Wrath that she started to think about what she wanted for herself and then everything went to shit so she kind of had to adapt. When the whole Revan mess started she still wanted to believe that in some way the Emperor cared about his Empire and then Ziost happened and she just really wants to finally end that bastard, end that stupid war with the Republic (for a few decades at least) and allow the Empire to rebuild.

Why You Love Them: She is my precious tiny murderbot. She was actually the first character I created when I got my own swtor account, so I just feel very attached to her. In the beginning I simply wanted to have a DS Sith and I never expected to love her as much as I do now. She became a way more complex character than I had first intended and I have so many feelings about her and her journey and I don’t know where to put them tbh.

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Phena. Send me a character + 7, 13 and 18

7. Their tickle spots.

The sides of her torso (there is a reason she wears all this armor), the hollows of her knees and her lower back, although that one is more of a nice, pleasurable kind of tickling sensation.

13. What gets them flustered

Open displays of affection. It doesn’t matter if it’s other people among themselves or towards her (which is worse) it’s just kind of ???? Why would anyone do that. So it’s good that Quinn isn’t a fan of pda either, she wouldn’t know how to deal with that. (It is also a source of great amusement to my SI, Lam’ya, because she is the exact opposite.

18. Things they’ll never admit

She should have known better. Even at the start. When she became Baras’s apprentice she was so focused on upholding/restoring the legacy of her family that she did not actually care what she had to do for that. She just followed her Masters orders because it meant being just a little closer to gaining her own title as a Lord / Darth. And then basically the same when she became Wrath. She feels like she should have known better, even before the Emperor actually came back and is pretty bitter about that.

She also blames herself for what happened to Jaesa. Had she been more focused she probably could have taken her in without her being drawn so deep into the Dark Side (and tbh she is worried what will happen to her in the future)

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I finally got around to starting kotet, done with the first chapter and somewhere in the middle of the second now and...so far it’s not as terrible as it could have been (although was that walker bit really necessary? x.x) but that’s not to say I am so not happy with it. I mean right of from the description the bit about Vegemite’s “depraved daughter”, like way to go with the victim blaming, guys. To my own surprise I actually kinda like Acina so far (also I didn’t know you could flirt with her? damn, that means I might have to play this more than once...), but it absolutely drives me nuts that she talks to my Sith Outlander as if Phena has never so much as heard about the Empire or the Sith. I mean, seriously, how hard can it be to throw in a line or two for the SW and SI or maybe mention that the SW was the Wrath before they were the Commander? As far as the ‘your choice matters’ crap goes yeah, no. Totally happening. The fucking last thing Phena wants is to get on that throne (she’d probably rather work with Acina and be Wrath again or just, you know, settle down somewhere and maybe get to know her daughter) The video sequences look really nice though. Not sure if that’s enough to make me like the expansion, but we’ll see.

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Since I managed to install some new software and have my old-old-as-fuck tablet still work, have a random sketch that vaguely resembles my tiny sith murder machine :D

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RULES: Read the word, then type what comes to your character’s mind.

OC: Phena (keeping the Sith Warrior theme \o/ )

rough: separation

hide: armor

foolish: younger

sad: loss

hate: emperor

light: ally

dark: power

mother: dead

father: dead

child: worried

marriage: happy

love: warm

soft: smile

pet: unnecessary

dream: carbonite

divorce: loss

water: soothing

loud: thunder

announcement: orders

power: weapon

fight: comfort

smack: pain

white: light

sick: exhaustion

kiss: closeness

hug: safety

hurt: obstacle

happy: laughter