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Just a lil post reminding everyone that some time ago I changed a few things about Alcyones and Dominiks relationship and that I removed the whole physical abuse part.

Dominik did have difficulty controlling his anger though and Alcyone would often flinch at his gestures and tantrums but he never seriously hurt her. (There were two incidents of hitting her though, which made her realize the unhealthy nature of their relationship). That whole “kidnapping-and-locking-her-up-for-a-few-days-thing” I once made a post about also never happened.

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Ok.. wild headcanon but WHAT IF

everyone who lives in Blackriver Manor (Crescere, Alcyone, Nevio, Florence, Negan) were like a dysfunctional but sweet little family??

What if they at least tried to get along and help each other and spend time together? Crescere cooks dinner every day and they eat together and talk a little bit. Alcyone and Florence play with Allies dogs. Crescere and Alcyone talk about the books they're reading at the moment and give each other book recommendations. Negan and Nevio listen to music together. Negan teaches Flo and Allie about self defense. They all work in the garden and Crescere tells them the names of all the flowers and herbs and Florence calls him a nerd and Nevio threatens to kill her and they all laugh aaaaahh

I want to make my beautiful broken babies happy

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I’m pissed and angry with myself so here have some oc talk

The plot of my oc universe basically resulted from Crescere and Silvius. And I think the people that actively read about my ocs and are interested in them don’t really know that but Crescere and Silvius are very important and I kind of see them as the two actual main characters.

Crescere was one of the first demons ever born, he is fucking old y’all. He is a fullblood demon aka pure fucking evil!

Silvius was an angel who served Lumen, the god of light until he was corrupted by the demon Synde during the Abaddon War. Lumen took Silvius’ wings away and he fell and turned into a full demon. Crescere and Silvius don’t really get along since Silvius killed his friend Synde and then tried to kill Crescere as well (that’s where he got that big scar on his face from)

So yea.. the two are archenemies. But now onto what makes them so important.

Without Crescere or Silvius, some of my ocs wouldn’t have been born (Nevio and Nina), some wouldn’t have died, some of their lifes would have turned out completely different. Only because of Crescere Alcyone could bring Dominik back to life after he was murdered. Only because of Crescere, Alcyone is a demon. Only because of Crescere Scarlett lives and her brother Negan is a doggo. Only because of Crescere there is his son Nevio, who had a big impact on a lot of peoples lifes and what not. Without him all their lifes would have stayed preetty normal.

Without Silvius Agata would still be alive. Without Silvius four people wouldn’t exist. Without Silvius Amelia would have been normal and happy (rip). Without Silvius Lachlan would have probably been caught by the police and arrested for murder (spoiler??).

So yea, these old bastards are pretty important and I love them.

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speaking of my autistic OCs

let's talk about some of their stims!

Timo: he flaps his hands and arms a lot in response to various emotions, when happy he likes to jump up and down and sometimes to spin, when stressed he rocks, when in need of sensory input he likes to touch very soft fabrics, he always carries a little baby wooly plushie with him just in case, he sometimes makes clicking noises with his tongue, he's a big fan of pressure stims that's why he always wears layers and layers of clothing, always wears beanies because he likes the feeling on his ears and head, has both meltdowns and shutdowns, goes nonverbal when overstimulated

Pharrah: a very noisy little girl, squeaks when happy or excited, jumps a lot! flaps her arms, sings to herself, makes noises in a usually high-pitched voice, wild finger twitching when concentrated or when overstimulated, when she's upset you can tell by the rather deep and agressive sounding noises she makes, has meltdowns when overstimulated which usually result in her hurting herself (bruising), likes to look at bright lights and colors!

Meir: likes to touch plants and leafs, likes the way book pages feel, rocks and bounces quite a lot, doesn't flap, little finger twitches when understimulated, auditory stims like repeatedly rubbing over a certain surface for the noise it makes, has shutdowns when overstimulated, pressure stims (likes hugs and to hold big stuffed animals or to lay them on top of him)

Remo: leg bouncing, finger tapping, rocking, bites his lip, cheeks and tongue when angry or overstimulated, sensitive to bright light (likes to wear hats to protect his eyes), snaps his fingers, likes the way wood feels, doesn't experience shutdowns or meltdowns

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Happy Asexual Awareness Week, everyone!

For this cool week I drew all my a-spec OCs :3c (also can y’all please appreciate the fact that I drew Liah?? thank)

More OC stuff under the cut

Edit: Years later, I have no idea why I put a child on the list. Just ignore the poor choices of my young self. I’m not assigning any sexual orientations to my child characters anymore!

William (twin brother of Elona btw) is aromantic. He does enjoy sex and has one night stands ocassionally but he’s not interested in relationships.

Remo is just… not interested in people? Pfff. The only type of physical contact you’ll get from him is a hand shake.

Liah isn’t fond of sex, she likes to show her affection by other physical contact like cuddling, hugging and holding hands.

Crescere isn’t into sex either but it took him quite some time to figure that out. He used to force himself to be intimate with women in the past. A few years after his son Nevio was born, he figured that he didn’t like sex actually. But if he wants to use someone for his benefits or wants something from them, he will get at least a little touchy with them if necessary. He finds teasing people quite amusing.

Amelia is veery uncomfortable even talking about this topic. Many would say that it’s just because of her beliefs in god but really she’s just super uncomfortable when the topic of sex is brought up. She just kind of ignores the fact that that’s what some people do.

Anyways, happy asexual awareness week :D

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I demand you to tell me more about raquel >:0 everything about her i love her

Raquel used to be a cam model actually (which means naughty content) but over time she gained a pretty big following on Instagram as well and she’s now earning all of her money on Instagram.

She receives a lot of hate messages, simply because she’s plus size and isn’t afraid to show off her body. Though her modeling started out as nothing serious, it’s now become her job and it’s very important to her to keep on doing it and represent plus size people in a positive way and to spread body positivity.

Raquel is an open-minded, smart and kind person. Her friends and her fans mean everything to her and she loves to meet people. She’s a good listener. She always tries to understand the point of view of people who have different beliefs than her and to listen to them. Raquel comes off as someone who’s at peace with themself. Most people really enjoy her company and her presence.

Online she has been involved with another cam model called Samira White and her hurtful and offensive fans. Samira is a trashy, fake person that still has a lot of people that support her (for some strange reason) and the two models have always been compared to each other because of their similar statements and views on society, sexism and feminism. But the two couldn’t be more different and while Raquel honestly cares about these issues, Samira is pretty indifferent about them and just talks about them for the sake of pleasing her fans and gaining more followers. Raquel doesn’t like Samira at all and just wishes to not have anything to do with her but people still seek out for drama..

Raquel is super nice and chill, befriend her! She will give you lots of little gifts and hugs ~

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Dominik and Marcel have a very unique friendship. They are both smart criminals that find joy in the suffering and pain of others. Dominik’s violent and abusive behavior was caused by his childhood abuse whereas Marcel is simply sadistic and cruel. He had suppressed his dark side for a long time until he crossed paths with Dominik, who immediately saw what Marcel really was. They explore this darkness together, dive into the abyss of the psyche while forming such a strong bond, that they realize at some point that they can’t be separated anymore. There is no one that knows Dominik as well as Marcel. They trust each other more than anyone else. And they know that with their relationship they have given up all chances for a future with someone else. In a way, they’re meant for each other and the feelings they have for one another are so intense, they are incredibly close to love.

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Negan thinks little of himself. Almost every bit of his confidence is just acted. He always compares himself to others and he believes that he doesn’t deserve what other people have. Friends, happiness, success. He comes off as a tough, untouchable guy. His sharp facial features, cold eyes and broad upper body, make people think he is a very self-confident person who can take shit.Negan grew into the role of the cool daredevil, but there are many insecurities under the surface. 

Growing up with only one parent, while his half sister had both mother and father, Negan felt unwanted and unloved. He has a complicated relationship to their mother. Scarlett is closer with her, than Negan. He often blames his mom for his own mistakes and the two have had pretty intense fights in the past. At the end Scar was always the one who tried to get things right between the two. When Negan was 15, he wanted to move out, after another argument with his mom. He didn’t go to school for a few weeks, slept on the streets or stayed at his friend’s places, until Scar convinced him to come back.

In school Negan had a solid group of friends and you could say that he was quite popular, but he was never able to grow close with anyone. He had a few girlfriends and affairs but they all ended because he couldn’t open up to any of his partners. They all eventually saw his flaws and personal issues and his relationships always ended quickly.

Sometimes, when Negan failed a test or got in trouble, his grudge and self-hate would burst out of him and he would even become violent. Yell at someone or smash something. When he was 17, he had to visit a therapist for a while, after demolishing a teacher’s car because he had failed her class.

Negan has a creative vein and in earlier years he used to write his feelings down, as well as stories and poems. He was good at debating too and his teachers were aware of his talent, but Negan has issues with motivation, sticking to plans and deadlines and he basically always did what he wanted.