#occulate

[fearlessskywalker]

sometimes anger and hatred are deserved and right.

anakin nodded in agreement. “hatred is earned while anger always simmers in the back.”

[ragefulheart]

you cannot hide from what you once were.

an unfortunate truth, and one that kylo unfortunately knew better than he wished to admit. as much as he tried to bury the truth of who he actually was, it would always show up in some way. he’d be reminded of it by people from his past, those who didn’t know who he had truly become. none of that was anything he wanted to focus on. much easier just to ignore it, bury it all down inside. ben solo had died that night. he was gone, and kylo ren had been born. that was the person he was no matter what others wished to think. 

even if he was in this time now, faced with things he’d rather not, he had to hold onto that. “why would you ever want to hold onto the past like that?? it’s much more freeing once you realize it’s best to let it all go. the past is meaningless, and it no longer has a hold on me. i won’t allow it to.”