i have spent the last week and a half surrounded by loved ones both local and from far away who i rarely see, eating amazing food other people have cooked for me as an act of care, letting my body do its thing and recover from surgery, and its one of the only times in my life i feel like i actually have the support i need to recover/get better. ive also had time to write, make plans for the future, read, and just be in the company of friends it feels so good i want to cry and i want to remember how this felt when i return to my regular life in two weeks

















