aaa! What's sometimes frustrating is how I am an introject of an OC, but the OC was created for a game that my sys likes. And the OC is also the "adoptive mother" of a character we like. So whenever I see a fictive or kin of the character, I have to bottle up my feelings, because even though I see them as my child and I love them so much, I dont want to burden them with those feelings when I know they do not know me. I am not truly their mother. Because I'm not truly from that world like I want to be. :(
I just wish I could scoop them up in my arms and tell them that everthing will be okay. I will protect them. But I can't. Because that would be unfair.
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