TL;DR: My brain hates me and ruminates instead of letting the block button be the end of it.
I made this blog to have some time away from other blogs that are more involved with combatting misinformation... Something I usually don't mind but sometimes it just gets to be too much...
But I think it might be a me problem...
I see people with unfortunate ideals (x-phobia, radical ideals, etc)... and that's basically it, I just have to see people having these trains of thought...
and by now I just feel tired.
But I think that's part of my OCPD traits...
My whole life I've had to think about what the "correct way" of doing something is, because otherwise I would be neglected by family...
I know it's me and my perfectionism and the moral OCD traits & thoughts, I just... wish I could ignore them... It's getting so so exhausting and even when I try to combat or distance myself from them, I still find people that I perceive as "doing things wrong" and It's so exhausting, especially because I have to hold myself back from judgement or telling them, because I always look like the bad guy for wanting "things done right"...
Not to say I judge everyone I come across, but when someone does something easily correctable and doesn't even try to correct, I get peeved off even when I just want to forget that situation even happened (ex: people with unreadable pinned posts because of their use of bad fonts without a plain text or a more readable font)...
Like I block and want to move on but my brain is stuck in "nah let's ruminate further"...
I don't even know if this makes any sense.
(adding to that that these are just thoughts and in no way represent how I treat people on- or offline, please don't lynch me...)