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Some OCPD userboxes

[fragmented-fiction]

TL;DR: My brain hates me and ruminates instead of letting the block button be the end of it.

I made this blog to have some time away from other blogs that are more involved with combatting misinformation... Something I usually don't mind but sometimes it just gets to be too much...

But I think it might be a me problem...

I see people with unfortunate ideals (x-phobia, radical ideals, etc)... and that's basically it, I just have to see people having these trains of thought...

and by now I just feel tired.

But I think that's part of my OCPD traits...

My whole life I've had to think about what the "correct way" of doing something is, because otherwise I would be neglected by family...

I know it's me and my perfectionism and the moral OCD traits & thoughts, I just... wish I could ignore them... It's getting so so exhausting and even when I try to combat or distance myself from them, I still find people that I perceive as "doing things wrong" and It's so exhausting, especially because I have to hold myself back from judgement or telling them, because I always look like the bad guy for wanting "things done right"...

Not to say I judge everyone I come across, but when someone does something easily correctable and doesn't even try to correct, I get peeved off even when I just want to forget that situation even happened (ex: people with unreadable pinned posts because of their use of bad fonts without a plain text or a more readable font)...

Like I block and want to move on but my brain is stuck in "nah let's ruminate further"...

I don't even know if this makes any sense.

(adding to that that these are just thoughts and in no way represent how I treat people on- or offline, please don't lynch me...)

[turboautistdog]

science: OCPD is generally considered to be the most common personality disorder

meanwhile online/community discussion of OCPD:

[mistynatsfavourite]

"I'm so OCD omg 🤪"

Name five ways in which your family could be murdered rn

[caedisinian]

　⸝　it ❜ s tv time　!　~　~

　⸝　ocpdview

　a xenoview (link)　…

a term for when your obsessive compulsive personality disorder heavily impacts the way you view the world ,

　⸝　taglist　!　 @radiomogai　 @manifoldgai　 @friend-device

　⸝　bonus　 @local-biter

　self - indulgent term

[grotessquerie]

ami mizuno has ocpd. Ok?

[maive-the-sheep]

If you don't mind me asking, can I ask what it's like having both aspd and ocpd? I never see them discussed together and some of the symptoms can seem contradicting at times, so I'm just wondering how they work together

Aspd has high struggle with boredom. Typically around lack of novelty.

Society likes boring sameness with minimally allowed deviations (boring)

This leads to a boredom led urge to make society more open of differences. Working together instead of pathetic bigotries. And knowledge of certain core concepts like long term prisoners dilema and emergence.

This can lead to a sort of devotion to productivity (symptom of ocpd) fueled by an aspd trait. But just not for bosses

While i don't have guilt. Aspd people can have morals(haven't met one that didnt), just not influenced by societal or legal norms of morality. You can have internal pride and boredom pushing you to reflect why something was done. And all the paths so choosing the best option. This aspd fueled pride can easily be viewing others as weaker, more pathetic. For not having basic values. Stuff like acceptance of nuance (novelty fueled), willingness to improve, not focusing on their emotions as end all be all for being good, long term selfishness as opposed to short term. In group vs outgroup bigotry and people viewing others as inherently evil for existing...pretty easy to get a cyclical aspd pride and ocpd moralness.

Aspd people have a high comorbidity with agoraphobia (fear of situations that are difficult to escape from) and trouble trusting others. This can easily lead to ocpd miserable spending to be saved for future disasters.

"Reluctance to delegate or work with other people unless they agree to do things as the patient wants"...thats an ocpd trait. And aspd people often want others to do exactly as they want when working with them.

Unwillingness to throw out worn or worthless items just isn't taken away by aspd

You only need 4 for ocpd...thats a thing to note of any comorbidity. You never need all the symptoms of mental disorder. Just a certain threshold.

[aviewtodeath]

no, you don’t have ocd because the chairs aren’t pushed in. unless you get extremely distressing and repulsive intrusive thoughts that interfere with your life that you believe will come to fruition unless you push those chairs in, you do not have ocd. and what you typically describe as ‘ocd’ really falls more under ocpd if not just being the slightest bit irked when things are marginally out of place.