How
Since spending time alone means mostly observing, I have started finding it odd to see human express emotions on there faces. Where I live, people are either mad or holding on to a neutral face to cover whatever deceitful or depressed souls they have. When someone smiles, at me or just in general, I find it very intriguing. You have lips? You can move them? Stretch them? Your forehead, it also wrinkles. How can such an emotion flow from you, flow from someone that forgot how to be the so called and mainstreamed kind and generous person?
How can anyone show emotions on their faces? And what happened to the time when that was easy? When that was the “thing” ?
I need friends. This is becoming clearer, now that I have found that being alone isn’t going to fix or help me as much as listening to someone else’s voice outside my head. But here’s the question, which I struggle with now even more than I did before as a child; how do you make friends? Where do you get them from? How do you even end up friends with someone you talked to while running out of that dire educational building? How? And also, how do you love? How do you see this someone, feel comfortable around them and then love them? Where do you get him from? Is there a shop for this? Is it the hashtags on your social media accounts? How?
