#oddleopards

[afro-elf]

48 & 49? :)

48. Favorite genre to write in.

i love writing fantasy and horror the most

49. What do you find the hardest to write in a story, the beginning, the middle or the end?

endings are extremely rough for me, my endings never satisfy me 

[dangercupcakemurdericing]

clockworkpipedreams replied to your post “A short list of shit that’s going on that I haven’t really had a...”

<3

Thank you friend. <3

ineedarendezvous replied to your post “oleandir replied to your post: “A short list of shit that’s going on...”

Oh my! That is a LOT. I can imagine why you would be feeling so stressed. Those inspections sound downright unjustifiable. I hope it isn't discriminatorily based. I'm really sorry you're dealing with so much. You are such a nice person, you deserve to have a low stress life. I hope things get better and you're in my thoughts.

thank you. I don’t think it’s discrimination based, other than the place hateing poor people, but it is  so exceedingly stressful.

darmokontheocean replied to your post “oleandir replied to your post: “A short list of shit that’s going on...”

love you. so sorry you're going through all of this.

I love you too and thank you. It just sucks, a lot. It would be annoying if only one of these things was going on, but combined with all that and my current money issues things feel fairly insurmountable.

oddleopards replied to your post “A short list of shit that’s going on that I haven’t really had a...”

oh wow i'm so sorry this is all happening. i hope that things get better & easier quickly for you. <3

Thank you so much, I really appreciate that.

oleandir replied to your post “oleandir replied to your post: “A short list of shit that’s going on...”

it sounds like so much!! i'm glad you had someone to cry on. sometimes you gotta have that. The inspections sound ridiculous!! Last thing you need right now >:[

absolutely the last thing, yet they keep doing them. 

[dangercupcakemurdericing]

oddleopards replied to your post:oddleopards replied to your post: “but I’m not...

It’s definitely weird. There’s nothing inherently wrong abt polyamorous relationships, but like monog ones there’s a potential for power imbalances and in this scenario they wanted something that was really imbalanced, creepy, and racialized and you were 19 omg

Yeah I really felt like they had a mildly altered plantation fantasy going on there.

I mean, I'm not adverse to polyamory both as a concept and for myself but as you say it isn't suddenly a less ism ridden thing because it's not monogamy.

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oddleopards replied to your post: “but I’m not gonna tell you the story about the time this white...”:

that's… there's so much wrong with this, i'm so sorry this happened to you

The hilarious/horrifying thing is I was like 19 and they thought they were oh so progressive for wanting mixed children and being willing to be in a "relationship" with a black woman.

But thank you. I never seriously entertained it or anything but it's pretty weird when out of the blue some woman almost a decade your senior who you barely know start talking about how she's worried about her fertility and oh if they had another partner they could carry the children and since she's at a pivotal point in her career it would only make sense for them to stay home. And don't worry, they'd totally take care of me, no massive power imbalance there.