to honour Him I have candles, and mead, and food I make. I have poetry I write, songs I play, stories I dedicate. I have the work that I do, the effort I put into learning, the achievements, though they may seem small. I have my awareness, my thinking of Him, my love.
I want to honour Him in so many ways, all at once, everything. I feel like it would never be enough, as much as I want.
to honour Him, I have forever.
I'm not oathed, but ... I have the rest of my life, practicing as a pagan, and there's no time limit. no mad rush for some finish line. no need to do EVERYTHING AT ONCE.
in fact, I think ... to honour Him, I need to take my time ... do it right. think about what I'm doing. persevere. dedicate. be in this for the long haul, not just a fling.