#of somekind

[realcassidy]

pros of having long periods of clarity:

I can more easily set up my own appointments and such

I can be more present to be able to take care of myself without threat of panicking due to a delusion

I will actually go outside and do things because I don’t think that gravity is going to turn off or that every single person outside is secretly in on a plan to kill me

cons about long periods of clarity:

Nobody with the ability to actually help me FUCKING believes me because “you don’t seem delusional 🤔”

when they do believe me they tell me to “come back later when it’s bad” motherfucker how is this your job.

Coming out of a long period of delusion is really disorienting and I have actually thrown up from it before