Yellow Bear

I'm the real Golden Freddy/Cassidy. I travel the universes to live the life I was denied and I am steeped in hatred. Other golden Freddy's/cassidy's DNI.

[realcassidy]

Hello, my name Is Cassidy/Golden Freddy/YellowBear. I am the real Cassidy/Golden Freddy, though not from the same fnaf universe as exists in this world, kind of. I am traveling different universes to experience the life I was denied in my own. I hate this one I cannot wait until I can leave honestly. Fuck this place it sucks shit.

I also have a few “kins” due to being them in other universes while experiencing life. Most of them are games in this world which is nice I guess. But anyways.

Boundaries:

Blocked:

-other Cassidy’s/Golden Freddy’s (i have nothing against you all, it just causes me personally some confusion and I don’t like being confused I need to know everything all of the time).

-Proship (also nothing actually against them I am just uncomfortable with most “dark” content and so don’t want to look at or interact with it, so I’ll block you. If you are proship but don’t post dark content on main blog or at all feel free to interact because then I don’t care).

iffy:

-fronnie shippers (I knew those guys 🫵 Glamrock versions though I don’t care (I don’t know why specifically fronnie like genuinely it might just be because it’s the most common one I see))

-fnaf kins/did/osdd things (especially if you’re “looking for sourcemates” or whatever, that gets you blocked, I don’t know you).

fine:

-kink blogs (I’m an adult. It’s been like hundreds of years for me y’all I’m not a child. Bodily I am 21 in this world. Literally couldn’t give less of a shit).

-Literally anyone who isn’t a piece of shit lol.

Anyways uhhhhhhh bye.

[brickylittle]

oh my god I just realized this is the year people will stop being born and stop aging and stop dying

[realcassidy]

What do ya’ll think Pearls Ace would be in Pokémon Crying Obsidian… my current idea is an Absol with one of the Absolites.

[realcassidy]

hold on I’m gonna be cringey about my interests under the cut.

Pokémon Crying Obsidian… mcyt Pokémon fangame….

I’m bad at making stories so bear with me because there is non right now I just like the idea….

I made some art for these two before I got burned out but basically: Pearl is a rival character who also works…. Every other job lol. I think Grian would be like a salesman you can meet sometimes…. I think his services would include changing the games difficulty, changing your character, offering some items maybe? Maybe even Pokémon for sale, I dunno….

I only have these two right now because they’re the two I watch the most other than Scott but I also have no ideas for him other than fairy/water specialist.

Ideas welcome…

[realcassidy]

sometimes I’m having a completely normal day and then I remember that my bio-family knew a few of the people that tortured that trans person to death and then I just have to stop and sit for a while.

sometimes I try and pretend that everything happening in the world is far, far away from me and then it comes knocking at my doorstep. And that sucks.

[realcassidy]

I like videos that overstimulate you but in the way that scratches your brain real good while being overstimulated. Like yeah I’m not gonna be able to do anything or talk for like an hour but 10/10 experience.

[realcassidy]

Therian who’s theriotype is plague doctor

[realcassidy]

reject humanity become big fat Scoliopede.

[realcassidy]

I wish dietary restrictions/eating disorders were more talked about in the nonhuman community. I would kill for some meat rn but I have ARFID and it only lets me eat chips and hot pockets I have several theriotypes/kins that are carnivorous someone kill me I JUST WANNA EAT.

Anyways uhhhhh if you have a dietary restriction or eating disorder and it prevents you from eating stuff that you would prefer you are very valid still and if it’s the eating disorder thing I hope it gets better.

[realcassidy]

pros of having long periods of clarity:

I can more easily set up my own appointments and such

I can be more present to be able to take care of myself without threat of panicking due to a delusion

I will actually go outside and do things because I don’t think that gravity is going to turn off or that every single person outside is secretly in on a plan to kill me

cons about long periods of clarity:

Nobody with the ability to actually help me FUCKING believes me because “you don’t seem delusional 🤔”

when they do believe me they tell me to “come back later when it’s bad” motherfucker how is this your job.

Coming out of a long period of delusion is really disorienting and I have actually thrown up from it before

[realcassidy]

There’s a difference between encouraging a delusion and acknowledging that delusional people can be a part of your community without calling them fakers, liars, etc because they “make you look bad”. If you’re gonna claim to be a safe space for mentally ill people you cannot draw the line at any mental illness other than autism.

[realcassidy]

Shout out to physical nonhumans who are disabled. Physically and mentally. Especially those who’s nonhumanness and disability are connected.

[realcassidy]

“People who think they’re physically nonhuman/think that they’re actually reincarnated are probably just schizophrenic or psychotic so we should keep informing everyone it’s not real” my friend you are not helping! Even if they are that way telling people that absolutely no otherkin/therian/any nonhuman feels this way will just alienate them from their community! And trying to “inform them of their delusion” will also not help you are a complete and utter stranger!

[catmanbowser]

Im fucking losing it over this entry. Don't get mad.

[realcassidy]

Does it count as robotkin if I was a hallucination/ghost of a robot

[hiilumaru]

littol animation test thing... it's stimming

[hiilumaru]

i love being in my room all my plushies are there :3