#ofconflagration

[vuulpecula]

      “I was being metaphorical, I don’t need to clean this stupid coffee table.” ( well, maybe he did considering dust was starting to build up again. ) “I don’t think  you  can  do  anything  without  wiping your ass, if you could, then you  must  have some fucking  strong conviction. I can’t imagine that feels good.” For a moment he cracked a smile, though it wasn’t  as  full  as  it  might’ve been.  “Guess it’s time to get a new dream, stupid as that sounds. Might as well make it easy this time, like...Go three days without drinkin’.” 

@ofconflagration cont. x. 

[heavysmiled-blog]

9, 21, 38, 55

     9. what’s a difference you have with your character?

          i’m not a male, nor am i american, and i’m definitely not a heroin addict.

     21. do you think about your threads and your character when you aren’t roleplaying? how and for how long on average?

           i mean, not really? when i’m not roleplaying i tend to be busy doing other things, and honestly, this is a hobby, not really my main priority? so yeah. if anything, i spend a lot more time ( proportionally ) thinking about ella, and threads with her than i do with nick, but even then it’s not a great amount of time.

     38. has a roleplayer ever changed your view on a character? if so, how? good or bad? for better or for worse?

          both @jssenid and @peletiier have changed my view on their characters for the better. if anything, i much prefer their take on their characters than the way the show writes them. both of their muses annoyed me sO MUCH in canon, though it was more the fans of carol that made me dislike the character, but reading both of their posts and threads made me understand the character the way both of them do. so yeah.

     55. what do you like to do as you reply to threads? listen to music? have tv on? complete silence? dark room? etc.

          there has to be some kind of background noise, but more often than not, i write a couple of sentences in a reply then leave it for hours before going back to it. i don’t think i’ve ever written an entire reply in one sitting on this blog.

[napiier-archive-blog]

@ofconflagration​

                 a shaky hand raises to knock upon the all too familiar door. he knew he shouldn’t be here. that he’d probably get the door SLAMMED in his face. but he didn’t know what else to do. he was scared && didn’t know if he would make it home. his head hangs, staring as his feet as he waits for someone to answer the door. the long her had to wait, the most WORRIED he began to feel about seeing him again. as he waits, the same hand raises to wipe some of his tears away, getting some of his own blood on his fingers as he does so.

                 hearing the door open, he looks up quickly. but suddenly he can’t find the STRENGTH or CONFIDENCE within him to speak. instead, he just stares up at him, expecting to be turned away anyway. subconsciously he took a step backwards, as though he was reconsidering && thinking of just walking away himself. but before he could turn && run away, he was speaking. whimpering. pleading almost.                                                ❛     i-i’m sorry i---- i didn’t know where else to go------                                                                                                                   i-i have no-one else    ❜

[tcmmygun]

✧

send me a ✧ and i’ll bold all that apply to your muse. || ACCEPTING

@ofconflagration

I would kill you.✧ I would physically hurt you.✧ I would attack you unprovoked.✧ I would manipulate you.✧ I dislike you.✧ You annoy me.✧ You scare me.✧ You intimidate me.✧ I hope I intimidate you.✧ I pity you.✧ You disgust me.✧ I hate you.✧ I’m indifferent toward you.✧ I’d like to get to know you better.✧  I’d like to spend more time with you. ✧ I’d like to be friends with you.✧  I’m unsure what to think of you.✧ I’m unsure how I feel about you.✧ You are my friend.✧ You are my best friend.✧ You are my mentor.✧ I look up to you.✧ I respect you.✧ You are my hero.✧ You inspire me.✧ You are my enemy.✧ You make me happy.✧ I want to protect you.✧ I would fight by your side.✧ I consider you an equal.✧ I think you are beneath me.✧ I think you are above me.✧ I would lie for you.✧ I would lie to you.✧ I would sleep with you.✧ I would sleep by your side.✧ I would hug you.✧ I would kiss you.✧ You are family to me.✧ I would die for you.✧ I would kill for you.✧ I would trust you with my life.✧ I would trust you with my most precious belonging.✧ I would trust you with a secret.✧ I would trust you with my biggest / darkest secret.✧ I love you (platonically).✧ I love you (romantically).

[vuulpecula]

@ofconflagration replied to your post “Tagged by: @neverxsnow  Ten random things about myself I’ve got...”

imagining u presenting and going "alright alright alrighhtt"

ACTUAL FOOTAGE OF ME IN CASE YOU WANTED TO EXPERIENCE IT. 

[napiier-archive-blog]

@ofconflagration || cont.

                  as the door opens a silhouette of a childlike figure appears, their head cocked, they remained eerily still. before suddenly, quickly, stepping into the light && slamming the door behind them, a scarred, curly haired man is revealed. a small chuckle escaped him at the others panicked state. it AMUSED him to see him so vulnerable. he throws the keys, the item to the others freedom, up in the air repeatedly before placing them on a stool at the other end of the room. 

                    moving over to the panicked individual he crouches down to get a good look at him. a smug grin remaining on the males face. 

[napiier-archive-blog]

@ofconflagration || cont.

                   he gave a small giggle, head resting upon his hands as he stared at him. he was lying on his stomach, feet in the air behind him. reaching an arm over he gently ‘booped’ the other upon the nose with a cutesy sounding giggle.