I know most of you Officials will be happy. I guess you all win and I lose again. I'm killing Gaston and here are my reasons why.
1. Bullying and cyber bullying is real and it has a real impact on people emotional state
2. I used Gaston to be everything I'm not. Loved and super confident and good looking.
3. It was all fake and was fun for a while, but still fake.
4. I used Gaston to save me from Boredom of my everyday life.
5. I let Gaston take a priority over my family.
6. I already needed to spend more time with my kids, but this wants cool to them anyway.
7. My failure in the officialverse only reminds me of my worst failure in real life.
8. Clearly I was just annoying everyone and bringing down everyone's mood. I really didn't mean to.
9. I see than even while playing a role I thought should be a jerk and kinda dumb, i failed to even do that right and people just thought I was a tarible person.
10. I'm old, well older, I have a son whose is the age of many of you. And I felt left out of the loop. I didn't know the rules.
11. I thought the hate was focused on Gaston and I would feel fine, but it wasn't him that felt rejection it was all me.
12. I felt like participating in group think and just going along with the crowd, but that's been bad for me in the past.
13. I wast trying to tell people to toughen up because I needed to feel that for myself and I became the hypocrite. I hate feeling like I failed myself again. I was toxic to myself.
So those are my 13 reasons why. Most of you will never read this or even know about it, because I've been blocked.
In the morning I'll be home and you'll have a better space without me.