Conquering Awkward Moments...
Today I hung out with...myself. I got up this morning (okay midday) and went to Bakers Bros for lunch, then I drove out to Cadillac Ranch, went to the movies, then went to dinner at a Mexican restaurant I've been craving. So this doesn't seem like a big deal to some, but eating out alone, and going to the movies alone is a big thing for me. I feel that you have to be completely confident to do that, and I always have this weirdness about doing it. I envy those who do it often. But hey, I did it today and guess what, it wasn't that bad at all. It's weird because I pride myself on being this independent woman, and I have this craziness about going to a restaurant and eating alone. I will admit I did sit at the bar at the Mexican restaurant which may make it a little easier. But I still did it. Yay! I'm even considering going back out to Cadillac Ranch with spray paint, and my imagination. I definitely want to add some art before I leave Amarillo for good. Anyway, maybe I'll do this more often, maybe I'll get over my awkwardness, who knows....but today was a step in the right direction and it made me happy :)