Okay I am on mobile and I wanted to make a formal apology but I felt if I waited too long to get on a computer to format, it would be wrong? So yeah. I feel loads better today so far. Idk what happened last night but I just got to a really low point and tbh this website is both helping and hindering my mood. I wanna apologize for posting something like that cause I should get over myself tbh. I want to thank all those who sent me messages and replied. It actually made me cry. I am blessed to have the select few who do care about my well being and I apologize for getting very insecure about it. I'm just p horrible with needing those reassuring words sometimes and yeah ik that's not a very desirable trait in a friend but bless u for sticking with me despite it all. I love you guys lots. But also, I know that I am busy, but sometimes I NEED that distraction from my work because well its overwhelming and causes lots of stress. And writing really helps me calm down. So you guys won't be overwhelming me and if you do I'm sure I will let you know. But anyway this got long and I'm current typing this on my phone so ew but yeah I really appreciate you guys so much. I would tag you but I currently cant. But you guys know who you are. I'm sorry for being so negative as of late. It's been a rough few weeks. Also shout out to my girl crownofbriars who stuck with me this entire time and allowed me to vent. you are such a wonderful human being Juni and I don't deserve your kindness. The fact you are willing to put up with me is a blessing in itself and that you check up on me to see if I'm doing better or how my day is going. I honestly can't thank you enough. I'm sorry you had to witness this part of me, which usually doesn't happen I'm actually a v happy person. But yeah ily girl and I want to give you endless hugs for being so great.
