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ok ig i see you with your myspace vibes.

😫 @ the pose. every single bitch was posing like this

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I probably go to sleep around this time lately because it’s the most peaceful time that I have to myself in this house.

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American Eagle Jeans !!! Ne(x)t level hi-rise jegging.

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January 26 2020.

... cute.

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You can’t control how other people receive your energy. Anything you do or say gets filtered through the lens of whatever persona shit the are going through at the moment. Which is not about you. Just keep doing your thing with as much integrity and love as possible.

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If you don’t know certain things about me it’s not because I haven’t open up or tried to let you know. It’s because you don’t want to listen and absorb what comes out my mouth. Don’t sit here and say since you live such a private life how do you except people to know. I’ve even told every person I’ve ever encountered in that I literally feel invisible when I speak to people. I’m tired of people literally standing in front of me staring dead at me & not listening to a damn word I’m saying.

Me ; I love the 1975

Them ; *at the 1975 concert* ...

Me : thanks for letting me know.

Them ; I didn’t even know you knew about this band.

That was a shitty example but y’all get my damn point.

Then y’all wonder why I’m on tumblr instead of anything else. I’ve been talking to walls my whole life so why not talk to strangers ... strangers treat me better.

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Penelope : mom? We’re you ever afraid what people thought about you.

Me : of course. I would just have to ask myself does their opinion really really truly matter? Am I benefiting from them? Are they impacting my life some how? we don’t live for those people. Figuring out who we are is the one thing no one else can do for us.

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I know going to sleep crying is not a way to go to sleep. This wave of emotions literally just slapped me in the face.

Im crying cause we didn’t say good night.

I’m crying because I’m frustrated.

I’m crying because I miss your touch.

I’m crying because I’m horny.

I’m crying because I love you.

I’m crying because I feel alone.

I’m crying because even though this time it was our fault, I know I can’t handle you going back ... at all. This is it, I know your paying for your mistakes you did back when you were 19 but you’ve always had ppl that love you and miss you but now you have a legit soulmate that’s ready to start her life the way she has always wanted to. She wants you to be part of it all the way to the end but we both know that wether you in it or not she will continue fighting for what she deserves.