oogh,,,, thinking about Bugaboo, ,,, my idiot

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oogh,,,, thinking about Bugaboo, ,,, my idiot
WHEN DO YOU GAZE AT YOUR SOULMATE?
when they're sleeping
it's not just the way they're at rest. it's that they're at rest with you. it's not just that they're safe but that they feel safe enough to let you see them like this. it's trust and it's intimacy. and you're not sure you're ready for them to see the emotions in your eyes right now. they've been through enough. you both have. sometimes it scares you just how much you love them. it terrifies you that you feel happy as they lay there, eyes closed and hair a little messy. their features twitch and you know they're dreaming and it scares you because if you fall asleep too you won't have a nightmare tonight. you'll dream of them. or nothing at all. and either way it will make you need them more. and you're not supposed to need anyone but it's them. you want to hold them in your arms and never let go. you want to protect them but you know they want to protect you to. this is the kind of love you long for and it's the kind which will hurt if you lose it. but here you are anyway. it's too late now. you're glad it's too late to go back.
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How do you get motivation to draw/out of art block? I've been stuck in it and there's a bunch of projects I need to do for a thing I'm doing! Also, just wanted to say you're a huge inspiration for me and I love your art!
Awww, glad I could inspire you.
As for motivation and getting out of art block, I'm gonna be honest with you I throw motivation out the window. Best piece of advice I heard that has really helped me is that you can't wait for it to come to you, you have to take a seat and start working, even if you don't want to. The flow usually kicks in after I've sat myself down. If you're going to be sitting and working for a good while, take breaks frequently and work at a steady pace, keeps the brain happy (plus have water, keeps body happy too).
Depending on what project you're working from and if you have art block, I like to think of a bigger picture and then slowly chisel out the features. If you're doing a painting, do a big blob for the shape and composition and then go back in and sketch out the defining details, slap in color, blend color and little by little. It's not a fast process but it leads you somewhere.
Anyway,, all this to say to sit your ass down and tell your hand to do something until your brain likes it. I wish you so much luck on your projects <33
I feel like I haven't slept in 26 years
me just trying to chill and not be Deranged and Sick over train muppets
Your voice rips at my seams.
Like the ocean it seems
to wash my footsteps away,
salt the ground in its wake.
In the end it never matters
From nothing to nothing,
your words are already forgotten
But for you , i’ll leave mine unsaid.