#oh jay.

[southernnbqueer]

Let our powers combine.

[southernnbqueer]

I’m just exhausted. 

I’ve been up for over an hour now and I tried to go back to sleep because my body is physically exhausted but I’m mentally awake. 

And if that isn’t some bullshit I don’t know what is.

Let’s try again.

[southernnbqueer]

Awake I guess // Damn it's bright.

[southernnbqueer]

Today wasn't shit. Bit it wasn't fantastic. And so I'm going to self love, self care, and nap. See ya in four hours probably.

[southernnbqueer]

lol jk brought my nachos upstairs. Now back to the beats.

[southernnbqueer]

Someone just donated $200 to my gofundme and I'm crying super hard. I don't know them but they matched me for the amount of funds I had raised in three months in one click.

Overwhelmed with emotions because it's been a lot harder than I expected this month and now I'm breathing more easily because a few people out there donated to me...someone who they just found on the internet.

I'll probably cry myself to sleep and for the first time ever that's going to be an okay thing.

[southernnbqueer]

Haven't officially come out to my entire family. And by that I mean the 200+ people who make up my blood family and friends who have become family. Both my PBS and Logo/MTV spot will be debuting on the same day. Two weeks from now. Here's to hoping I can take all of the emotions I'll be going through. I felt brave when I did them. I felt proud. I still feel proud. But now I feel nauseous as well.

[southernnbqueer]

Fifteen minutes left of my birthday. Semi-nude cuddle party happening in my bed right now. Let's do this.