#oh yeah right

[demetriustheangel]

BOOM DESTIEL‼️YAY 💚💙

Tumblr devoured the quality again so yeah please click i promise there's more than 2 pixels

Cas glowing eye version under the cut, that i don't like as much as this one but im dropping it in here anyway

I've been trying some new method of rendering, it's fun

[umblrspectrum]

youre never gonna believe this but i actually played a videogame

[dramaticwriter]

steps onto stage. hello. taps microphone. is this on? hello???

atsushi will view dazai differently after this last chapter

NO PLEASE DON'T GO. don't go just yet. i have a speech prepared, just hear me out. taps microphone again. coughs. alright, let's see...

i would like to start this off with talking about dazai's and atsushi's canon dynamic pre-chapter 122. i think, based on canon evidence, that there is a sort of understanding between them where they're both approaching each other and their relationship with a mindset that goes "your past doesn't matter to me. what matters to me is who you are right now"

i believe that many of us sees them that way and i believe that this is the reason many of you think that this will have no affect whatsoever on their relationship or how atsushi perceives dazai in general. i think you're wrong. i think you're wrong because this is not someone who doesn't care about what he's seeing

as far as i'm aware, most of the arguments boils down to "this scene is about atsushi sympathizing with akutagawa", which is correct. this scene is about atsushi sympathizing and empathizing with akutagawa because now he understands what he went through. however, that's not just because he sees what he went through, it's because atsushi went through something arguably similar, which treatment was textually paralleled to dazai's treatment of akutagawa by akutagawa himself

atsushi is a person who is constantly affected by his past in the way he operates his present. he cannot let go of the past. which is why his relationship with dazai was special, in my opinion, however, now dazai is connected to atsushi's past. now, atsushi can't deny the similarities between him and the orphanage director. how could he, when the man literally turned into dazai in front of his very own eyes. how could he, when the orphanage director took up dazai's form to gave him advice and atsushi listened to him

(i know the orphanage director was a hallucination. it does make me wonder if this actually just means that atsushi's own subconscious was aware of the similarities the whole time)

so, where does this lead us? atsushi, at the very least, will see that dazai, the man who gave him a new home parallels the orphanage director, the man who made his last one unbearable - in someone else's life, that is. will this change how he treats dazai? will this truly change their relationship? likely not.

atsushi loves and respects dazai. he believes dazai can be good and he believes that he is good. he believes that people are able to change (we see this in his relationship with kyouka or even akutagawa himself) and therefore, i think he will believe that his dazai is not akutagawa's

i also believe that it is inevitable that he will look at him and see either the director or dazai's past, even for a split second. not consciously, but he will see someone else, who's not his dazai and it's hard to imagine that dazai wouldn't notice and even harder that he wouldn't care

i don't know if this will have any canon relevance. what i do know, is that there is nuance here. it isn't "this scene is only about atsushi and akutagawa, therefore it won't matter to atsushi in how he views dazai" and it isn't "atsushi will hate dazai from now on", obviously. i think it's more like "you can't separate wanting to empathize with someone's hurt and viewing the one who hurt them as in the wrong. it's human that this will affect atsushi's perception of dazai but, because dazai is important to atsushi and he knows that dazai has changed because he sees all the good he did since, he will learn not how to look past it but how accept it as a part of dazai that he can be at peace with"

which, admittedly, will be a good thing for atsushi's character as he still hasn't made peace with his past, and ignoring it was never going to help

[vera-trine]

Where is my tattooed future husband? Omg

[numberfiveisback]

What if you failed to save him?

[hspanic-1diot]

yk what?

Screw it, mobility hcs

Alejandro

Cane user

The robot suit healed most of him but mobility is still strainful so the interns gave him a cane

It was hooked cane and it was quite old

He hated it it was bland,brown,old,short, and uncomfortable.

After All Stars Heather and Alejandro saved up money to get him an actual cane

It was tall and had a fake (but real looking) ruby at the handle, it was brimmed with gold paint at the top edge toward the handle and the bottom edge

It had a custom golden pattern painted on it of a snake and an eel twirling aroung the cane

(For reference, Noah calls alejandro an eel, while heather has been called a snake)

Heather found it stupid

Alejandro loves it

Heather always fetches his cane for him, but sometimes playfully puts it away so Alejandro has no choice but to cling onto her

Heather likes carrying Alejandro around, wether it be on her back, on the shoulder, or princess/bridal style

Whenever he finds out he get playfully angry at heather, but she always gives it back

Heather has to often give massages to alejandro or fetch his medicine

Alejandro alway apologizes for this and feels guilty that heather has to be constantly looking after him

He often pays his respect by making Heather a delicious dinner every night

Heather pretends to hate it, but she likes taking care of him

Heather does feel bad for Alejandro and tries to be the best for him, but will still be mean to him and vice versa

When he accidently sat a table away from Noah and Owen at a fancy resturant, he hit noah where it hurts with his cane

He made sure it hurt

Tyler often visits and hold Alejandros cane while Heather makes some coffee for them

He finds it really cool and always wants to hold it

He likes complimenting alejandro on how tough he is for living like this

Hehe cutie patooties

Scott

again, trauma chair fixed mostly fixed him but not everything

Had nearly died due to loss of blood, and had been taken in by the medical resort on Playa des Losers

Was fully aware of his surrondings, just paralylized

His sister (Alberta) and his Papi took care of him

His family is poor and Scott sleeps with a matress on the floor, they were unable to give him any proper medical care other than letting his body heal itself

Once he was allowed out of the chair he just laid there on his mattress not even a singular pillow on it

Alberta was basically stuck to him, hugging him and crying on his chest wondering if he would even be able to make a full recovery, even if he was a bitch to her for most of her life and many other people she missed him

Scott could move around a little bit, whenever his sister cried and hugged him he always attempted to hug her with one arm to thank her

Once he was fully unparilyzed he had to use Leg braces (not the cast looking ones just the strapped ones) over his legs

He became very sensitive to sudden movements,loud noises/areas ,and bright lights

developed such a great fear for water he sprayed himself with a hose to shower and refused to even spill it on himself

His fear of water decreased over time,to the point he allowed himself to swim in pools but not open ocean,but the Galeophobia stuck with him forever

He tries to go someday without his Leg braces but he often just squirms and struggles to walk for a second before collapsing on the floor

Developed the worst sleep schedule, he has nightmares about when Fang attacked him often

Undiagnosed ptsd,depression and paranoia

Sam,Lightning and Brick go out with him often to hangout

Sam always brings candy incase he feels like jes about to pass out, Lightning and Brick are the huggers and scott brings his headphones to listen to music if it gets too loud

They take good care of Scott and try to make sure he lives happy

(Everyone in that friend group is mentally ill

Team dude >>>>>

Cameron

Occasional wheelchair user

Had a leg deficiancy as a kid and had to use a wheel chair for most of his childhood

He had to drink milk and take a lot of medicine to cure him of this when he was 13

Near death moment due to an accidental overdose but lived and made a full recovery

Diagnosed autism, he fixates on science,math,chemistry,robotics,etc and socially awkard,doesnt understand social norms and introverted cmon

Doctors office was basically his second home, visited about twice a month

He has other physical restraints that have physical activity be a difficulty for him

At the All Shits Finale after he had boulders dumped on him he was in the same wheelchair he had as a kid

He didnt grow much in height so it still fit him

For anyone wondering;

He had it customized for himself with a neck pillow, joystick and had painted parts of it red

Him,Gwen,Zoey and mike helped decorate it more with stickers,more paint and a small attached photograph of the four in a small slip

Huuurhfsggg them <33

Edit: pls speak ur mind in the rbs, id love to see if you have more or what you think about these hc :]

[sluttyassaultron]

thinking about how phantom feelings work with robots given some having modular limbs. you replace an arm and like. you feel your new one, but also your old one? or just no phantom feelings at all, with that being just an organic thing? which reminds me of the whole mech pilot phantom feeling discussion(s), which I also find neat.

I love thinking about the repercussions of technological advancement in sci-fi settings :3

[flurr-fields]

I cant sleep so neither can you little guy >:0