I got the boy I’ve always wanted, Ive wanted for so long. Feeling didnt seem to fade, oh what a life. What shall I do in this new ship? Although I’ve been in a few ships, how shall a approach this new ship after years of not touching anything, in fear my heart can’t take it. I am in this but what shall I do? I hyped myself up to get to this ship. Oh what a life it will be when we are together. Though we are apart we are never alone . May I hug you whenever and no shits about it, but we are both awkward so now it’s all awkward and never touch. I am happy but I am not. Oh what a life this is to have happened. Haven’t we all suffered enough?