he's such a complex and well written character,, you can really understand how he gets to each point, how having to be the trolley problem lever puller non-stop over and over made him fucking nuts. csam has made some truly awful mistakes (cponk 😬 obviously) but the way people treat his story, in this simplistic, reductive way. like so much of what he did wasn't rooted in love and wanting to cause the least amount of harm possible. like he didn't super pay for it every single day 😁 it pisses me offffff. and then ppl who were fans of characters who did comparable crimes suddenly got horse blinders or something, and characters like ctech and cdrm having the skin seering gaul to lord shit over him like oh sure. mass murder terrorist guy who shoots children and beats children for fun 43+ times and serial killer stalker torturer child abuser are gnna pipe up now. lmao. lol. sure thang.