#old emails

[hyenabutter]

Going through old emails, and I found this one that I sent to myself in April of 2010. The entirety of the message reads as follows: "I'm afraid we don't have time for that."

"It's always time for beef jerky. That's their slogan in fact." 

"I'm afraid you can't speak Cantonese. Not even simple phrases like 'it's always time for beef jerky.'"

"That's a very specific fear." 

I have no idea what the context was, and I now suspect wondering what this could possibly mean will haunt me for the rest of my days.

[jameslontoc]

Taken from Inky’s email to me 3/23/2014

You know what my aunts used to always tell me? All these negativities are spirits only trying to get you as far away from the Lord: spirit of loneliness, of depression, of insecurity, of jealousy, of worry, of fear. I know this isn’t new to you but think about it: if you really are feeling lonely, you can always choose to treat yourself, take yourself out for coffee or shopping, and just slowly allow yourself to be comfortable in doing things you only think would be best doing with company. You don’t need a girl (Haha sorry). You don’t have to go looking for her or chasing after who you think is your perfect mate. In God’s time, she will be there at the right place, and she will be more than your idea of perfection because she’s the one the Lord has moulded to fit your life perfectly ;)

[drkoestersmithrpg]

Things I Found Reading  Old Emails

Found this - 2 emails after this we were working on 4 threads at the time - 

1) banged against the window just like he liked

2) Koester still letting him in on the secretest of secrets - one by one

3) Sean headed to the nightclub pissed off 

4) tender loving sex

and THEN I suggest I have no problem switching from emotion to the emotion probably because I’m ADD.

But I thought you’d enjoy this:

> > > > WANT SOME ANGRY SEX SEAN??  Come back tonight at 3::45 am.  You'll find > > Koester wide awake with his work all aroudn him, he hasn't slept a wink, > > he's drinking scotch and he's got a very direct, almost dangerous, look > > that seems to be aimed out the window over the New York harbor at places > > beyond. > > > > Push him down and forcefully suck him off, or demand some good > > banging.....he'll match you moment for moment, believe me.  But you won't > > get a word out of him until he's ready.  He plans things in his head, and > > he doesn't talk about them until their done.  And right now he has B I G > > plans.                                                                                                  

[dchyperbomberman]

Page 3/3 is just a blank page, by the way. Here's the old e-mail I mentioned yesterday! And, whoa, the LE box was $150, actually! The one I got on e-Bay recently was pretty much $100, so I got it for less, whoo! Enjoy the not-so-old Play-Asia e-mail nostalgia. :)

05.19.22

[chimaeracabra]

I saw that I sent this to myself in 2015. I don’t know what blog it came from, I didn’t make it. But I liked it enough to email it to myself.

[lamentofavapidtwink]

Boys are stupid, gotta wait for the ones who actually want to spend time with you.

20-year-old me to a sad philosophy graduate student

[fizzyxcustard]

Oh, fucking hell. I’ve just accidentally found really old messages in my emails from my ex. I literally cringed. No joke!

This really is how the man makes me feel.