#oldersiblingtrauma

[eowinthetraveler]

Does anyone just randomly realize in the middle of doing something what specific flavor of trauma they have and just go "oh shit"? Like, I'm a middle child with older sibling and religious trauma, but I haven't really heard anyone else being a middle child with older siblings trauma. Anyone else?

[itsalrightglasses]

There's a difference between a young scared kids perceived anger, and one who has witnessed the repetitive disappointment of their own mothers failures.

My anger isn't young and scared. My anger is older than time, it's the cycle breaker, the protector of my younger siblings.

You may have hurt me and I forgave because all I wanted was your love, but you will not hurt them, for they already have my love. They don't need you.