I had the approval from teenagers
So I'm almost 25yo and I'm the oldest of 20 cousins. It's me, my sister (21yo) and my oldest cousin had just celebrated their 18 birthday! My youngest cousin is just 2 months old! Most of my cousins are from my mother's cousins, we are still close but obviously, I'm more close with the cousin from my mother’s sisters. They have 17, 14 and almost 5 ( we have 20 years and a week precisely of difference) and with all this age gap i am the go-to babysitter for my little shit <3 I just came back from their house at the sea where i spent 5 days roasting in the sun (coz im so pale that now that im tan i have the color of a normal Italian begin) playing with my baby cousin, feed like 10 people ( with us, other my aunt and uncle were one of my uncle-nephew and 2 scouts friends of the 17yo) and made gluten and dairy-free pie for my 14yo bday. And i was included somehow in their time! they asked me to come to take pictures with them, talk with me while we eating, asked me about stuff. I had a spa moment with the girls and a physics discussion with the boys and i was really happy coz im usually too old to fit with them, but for a couple hours, i was just cool for them. But how this is an ace talk? Well, i don't have to make an Ace talk every time but in this case, my acenes made me feel inadequate. They are teenagers that are entering or exploring the sex world and, other than feel a little uncomfortable didn't know how to insert in this conversation about girls or boys. Im the oldest, i feel like i have to take care of them coz im holding them in my arms since they were born and now? now they are too old and experience things that i never feel and i feel useless knowing that they know im not thee cool big cousin that they came for advice. So i cherish the years i have with the little one until I'm too useless to him to... ps: im not out to them but they know me, its not a secret im the weird one that doesn't like touch people or generally go out...
