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[c-c-valentine]

July 10th, 2008 - “i’m in control. and it feels good. really good.”

today i put in my two weeks notice. i'm going to live with my mom and i'm going to go back to school. i'm really excited and haven't been able to wipe the smile off my face all day. 

i cleared out my cubicle. i sure had a bunch of crap. all that remain are a couple pics of me and david. it's weird. being in this boring ass cubicle kinda makes me realize what i've been trying to hide for the last few years. these walls were covered with pics of friends, family, pets, funny things i've gotten through emails, quotes, and other things that would make me happy. it was like putting a bandaid on a ozzing, pussy, infected, open wound. i'm breaking out. no turning back. now it's real. fight or flight candice. i will succeed now that i'm in charge of my life. it's been too long. good bye old life. hello rest of my life. sincerely, candice valentine